Bo practically ran out of the Dal after seeing Lauren with Nadia, she knew it was going to be a hard sight to see, yet she made herself go. Kenzi hot on her trail yelled after her, "Bo come on it will get easier" And Bo knew it would but she did not want it to, so she kept going. "Damnit Kenzi, why oh why did I let you talk me into going tonight" Bo asked Kenzi as the girl walked into the clubhouse. Kenzi looked at Bo and knew that maybe it was too soon the succubus looked pained. "I'm sorry Bo, I really am I thought you would be ok" Bo grinned and responded "Ok Kenzi, every time I look at her my breath gets caught it's like she takes my chi from me" Bo did not wait for a response from her friend she needed to be alone, to lick her wounds in private. Kenzi watched as Bo headed up the steps, she whispered a "Damn" under her breath. She knew what she had to do whether or not Bo would be upset or further more hurt she did not know, but she had to try to fix this.
A phone call was all it would take but how would she go about this particular phone call. "Hey Bo needs you like now" she listened to Dyson on the other line and rolled her eyes. "I know wolf-man but I can't call Lauren you have to please for me". A growl came from the other end of the phone before she realized he had hung up. "Great, guess I gotta call," she voiced to no one.
With a deep breath, she dialed the doctors' number; she heard a faint sound of a phone ringing before a knock came at her door. She rushed to see who it was and when she opened the door the ringing had gotten louder. There before her eyes stood no other than Lauren. Kenzi spoke "I was just calling you"
Lauren held the phone up "Yeah I know, Is Bo in here" Lauren peaked a look inside
"Yep she's upstairs" Lauren came in and Kenzi shock her head "Wait don't you wanna know why I called you" Lauren smiled already knowing why Kenzi would call her "For Bo right?"
"Well yeah, she's a wreck and it has all to do with you and your coma-less girlfriend" Kenzi did not have the best appreciation for the doctor, hell, she hurt Bo once, Kenzi knew it would happen again.
"I know that is why I am here," Lauren stated firmly "I'm going up ok" this wasn't a question Kenzi knew that so she just nodded. "Make it ok Doc," she added before Lauren too like Bo disappeared up the steps.
Upstairs, was a completely different atmosphere, not open and sunny like downstairs. Upstairs was dark and foggy, Lauren knew this was going to be hard no matter what was said or what was about to happen.
She noticed Bo in bed as soon as she stepped into the succubus's room. Bo was laying under the covers hands over the pillow that covered her face as if it was too bright for her. The only light though radiated off the clock on the nightstand. "Bo" Lauren whispered as if she didn't want to disturb her.
Bo had heard Lauren come in downstairs, mentally picturing how this would go she already had a negative mind about this whole situation. "Not know Lauren just go home" putting a emphasis on home she then felt the bed sink a little lower to the right of her, Lauren's side as she use to call it. "Please Lauren" she begged she knew she was weak and just a touch from the Doc would make her break, just like the first time Lauren had betrayed her. That's when she felt it that warmth from a hand on her stomach, she almost moaned. She wanted to scream and throw things.
"Bo please just look at me" Lauren asked
"Why, you made your choice"
"Did I when," Lauren asked then answered herself "I'd think I would remember that don't you"
Bo laughed oh the gull of this women, she finally took the pillow off her face. The sight of Lauren made that feeling of electricity shot into her body.
"Why are you here?" Bo asked, "I don't need you to be I am fine" Bo stated rather unbelievably
"Bo, you are not fine, I know that Kenzi knows that, hell even Trick questioned me" Lauren stated with a somewhat of a smile.
"I can… I can have anyone" Bo snared but there was doubt in her voice.
"Oh" Lauren whispered, "I guess I'll make myself scarce then if that's what you want" Lauren Oblivious to the doubt Bo had at her own words.
"I said I can, I didn't say I wanted to" Bo finally smirked a little. She felt it again that pull Lauren had on her. It was like a moth to a flame, she knew better, knew she would probably get her but it didn't matter.
They stared at each other for a while before Bo sat up, her face become closer to Lauren's. "Why is it so hard to just tell you" Lauren's eyes were so inviting. Bo started again quietly "I just want to say it, but if I do will it all go away, will you go back to her."
Lauren bowed her head there it was the question she didn't know how to answer. Will she? "I can't answer, I don't know if I can leave her in the state she is in" Lauren paused and waited for Bo to say something but when she didn't she continued. "I love you Bo I do, But I love Nadia too. When I see you it hurts so much if Nadia is close to me I wanna push her away and pull you near."
It was all too much too soon, Bo needed her to either say it or leave say she wasn't leaving Nadia say she didn't wanna be with Bo " I'm not a puppet Lauren, you cant pull my strings"
Bo's tone scared Lauren but not enough to know better. The doctor just needed time and it was borrowed time at that. All this was doing was making a mess of things. "I'll go" Lauren stood to leave when she felt that pulse in her hand that leads to her heart.
Bo had her hand and was pouring all the love she felt for her into Lauren "Take this then, take it and use it on her." She sounded so hurt Lauren couldn't take it she instantly broke.
Tears streaming down her face she ran, she ran downstairs right into Kenzi. "Wow wow hot pants where you going"
Kenzi saw the pain Lauren was trying to hide. "I cant I just cant" Lauren sobbed into Kenzi's shoulder.
"Ah snookums' sit down" Kenzi ushered her to the couch. "She is in pain Doc can't you see that or did you flunk psychology?"
Lauren didn't respond only sobbed. Kenzi knew it was her turn, she would wait for Lauren to pass out before she left her, fear of the doc leaving kept her still.