Alright this is my first sadstuck fanfiction and it's really short. Listen to the ending of Shattered by Trading Yesterday to get a good feeling for the story.

Summary: Gamzee never had the thought that he would ever lose his best friend. He would always have Karkat.


"A friend who dies, it's something of you who dies"

He never understood what those words meant before. Never even thought his best friend could ever die.

The very thought of the only one that he held close dying. No that would never happen.

Everything would be kept the same no changes.

His would always have Karkat.

He never even gave a second thought to losing his best friend.

How wrong he had been.

The sight of his cherry red blood flowing from his body, the life fading from his eyes, his heart stopped beating in that moment.

He sank down to his knee and cradled his body close to him. The cherry red blood staining his shirt, but he didn't really give a fuck.

Karkat was still alive but barely.

"Best friend you can't leave a brother like this" he said noticing his voice was cracking.

Karkat looked up at him. He managed to scowl even though it caused him pain.

"Shut the fuck up you stupid clown" he managed to say.

His voice was raspy. The words caused him pain. His eyes were slowly dulling. The life was leaving his body.

Gamzee never cried, he never felt sadness. He always happy and chill with everything around him.

When he had snapped Karkat had brought back the sanity. He never felt sadness.

But.

Hot tears began to flow from his eyes.

The tears cascaded down his face and a few landed on his best friend's face.

"Don't fucking cry idiot" Karkat managed to say in barely a whisper.

He lifted a hand and placed it on Gamzee's cheek.

Gamzee grabbed Karkat's hand and clutched it tightly.

His chest was hurting, like someone had stabbed his chest.

"Karkat your my best bro please don't leave me alone" Gamzee whispered.

It was rare for Karkat to smile. A small smile spread over his lips.

Somehow the smile, made Gamzee tear more. More tears fell down his face.

He leaned down pressing his lips to his best friends. The taste of that cherry red blood, something he never expected to taste.

He pulled back with the red blood tinting his lips.

"Stupid clown…thank you, for being my best friend" Karkat whispered then his hand went limp in Gamzee's.

Gamzee let loose a chocked sob. He pulled Karkat against him holding him close.

His heart was hurting, the tears stung his eyes. He clutched Karkat's small frame tighter.

"You were my motherfucking best friend, I fucking loved you man, please come back to me"


So that's it. Please review