Just a one shot. I heard this song and instantly thought of Bella when she was depressed.
Stand by Rascal Flatts
You fell like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a
Broken Frame
Alone and helpless,
Like you've lost your right
But you'll be alright, you'll be alright
My heart hurt as the hole supplied a constant pain with the memory of him. I knew his love for me was too good to be true, but my thoughts being reality tore my heart to shreds.
What day is it? Time has become a big blur. Even though the pain he left me behind with is almost unbearable, I have to live my life. How hard that may be.
'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend 'til you break
'cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand
The next day in school I notice things I have missed in the past few months. They have changed the food, there is a new kid, the table farthest from me has acquired humans.
My friends (or who I thought was my friends) ignore me. When I try to talk to Jessica she sneers and makes a hateful remark. I shrug it off. Losing her as a friend doesn't come close to my other losses.
I look over to his table. The new kids there are just normal people who actually eat their food, have color in their cheeks, and probably will never be as close as the former residents to that table.
Life's like a novel with the end
Ripped out
The edge of a canyon with only
One way down
Take what you're given before
It's gone
And start holdin' on, keep holdin' on.
When will this pain in my chest go away? Will it last forever? No. I will not let my life be ruined by one horrible even.
But this wasn't just some horrible event. It was a life changing debacle (horrible event… just incase you didn't know). I doubt I will ever be able to love again. How could I? I took a chance with it once, and look where it left me.
No.
I will survive this. I have no choice.
I have to live my life. Have to get passed the pain and hurt.
Have to finally stand.
'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend 'til you break
'cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand
The pain will always be there. The hurt and longing for my lost love. There is no doubt about that. But I can do this. I could before I met him. I can do it now.
I will start over. I will stand.
Every time you get up
And get back in the race
One more small piece of you
Starts to fall into place
'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend 'til you break
'cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand
I will get through this. I will live my life. I will find new love. Or at least companionship.
I will always love Edward, but I will stand.
Just a song fic for ya…. I don't know, I was bored. I think the song fits well.
-moltobella