Authors note: Well, Kyo's kind of my favorite person in Fruits basket, so I decided that I needed to write a poem, also it was stuck in my head so I couldn't finish my Phineas and Ferb fanfic, so enjoy! And don't forget to review!
Warning: LAGNUAGE!
Title: My freaking miserable realizations
Who am I?
Why am I fighting?
Besides him, who am I fighting against?
Why am I even fighting with him?
Why fight at all?
Why be angry at everyone?
Why make Tohru and so many other people upset?
Why make them cry?
~.~
As I sit and look down at my home,
I wonder why everything I do
Has to make somebody miserable?
Why couldn't I be like Yuki?
Why was he so much better then me?
I'm just as good as he is!
I'm just as smart!
I'm just as strong!
Then why can't I beat him?
Why do I always let him win?
I want to be the one people look at
And are proud to tell other people about me
Why can't I be more like him?"
~.~
Maybe I want to lose
Maybe I want to suck
Maybe I want to be angry
Maybe I want to make people cry
Maybe I like seeing people miserable
Maybe I'm a sick fuck
NO! That can't be it!
I want to be happy
And I want the people around me to be too!
I want to win! Win what though?
~.~
Why is it Yuki is liked by everybody?
He has his own fucking fanclub!
Why can't people like me?
I want friends, girlfriends and fans
Maybe I cant have those things
Because I don't like myself
But how could I?
I'm a sick and ugly creature!
Then why does Tohru hang around me?
Is she a friend? Is she a fan? Is she a girlfriend?
Do I even like her?
How could she ever like me?
~.~
I refuse to be perfect
But being close would be kool
Why do I have to screw up so much?
I make everybody miserable!
Why can't people see I don't try to?
Why can't I just be more like Yuki?
Why can't I be more like me?