I FEEL LIKE

I feel like crying my heart out
Even when people make me laugh
I feel like shouting to God
Saying
"Why...Why?"

I feel like faking a smile
When I know i'm
Always Alone
With no one to turn to

I feel like puking my guts out
Because I cant hold anything down
Even when I want to

I feel like cutting
Because everything dear to me is
Gone...
Like the wind
Never sharing its heart ache
With the one they
Love?
No
He doesent
love me

I feel like dying
So no one will know my pain,
My agony
Of knowing that the person
I care for
Flung my feelings back at me
Turning and walking away
From me

The person who:
Knew you best?
Offered freindship?
Loved you like no other could?

Or is it
Because I wanted to know you
Feel you
To have you want me
For the first time in my life

The only thing I feel like I needed,
wanted,
Ached for,
..Sasuke...
Was
your love

~Naruto~