Diclaimer: Do NOT own Kingdom hearts characters!

It's colder than before, The seasons took all they had come for. Now winter dances here. It seems so fitting don't you think?To dress the ground in white and grey.

"I miss you"

Roxas stood on the clock tower, the one he had so many beautiful memories from. He looked across the stretch of horizon straight into the red, setting sun.

It's so quiet I can hear my thoughts touching every second that I spent waiting for you. Circumstances afford me no second chance to tell you

How much I've missed you.

It wasn't fair, not really, that Axel had left him all alone. Now all Roxas had left were memories. And for Roxas, being a nobody, memories could never be enough.

My beloved do you know When the warm wind comes again Another year will start to pass? Please don't ask me why I'm here. Something deeper brought me than a need to remember.

Roxas continued to stare at the setting sun. It was almost completely below the horizon now. Roxas allowed the tears to start falling, the tears that had been building for the past month since he had heard that Axel was gone.

We were once young and blessed with wings. No heights could keep us from their reach No sacred place we did not soar. Still greater things burned within us. I don't regret the choices that I made. I know you feel the same.

Roxas took a deep breath, no one had prepared him for this. For the feeling of loss. Being a nobody, he wasn't supposed to even have feelings, but no one could tell him these weren't real.

My beloved do you know How many times I stared at clouds Thinking that I saw you there? These are feelings that do not pass so easily. I can't forget what we claimed as ours.

The sun had completely set, but Roxas continued to stare into the distance, where the spec of red had just been. Never in his entire "life" had he ever felt so alone. Roxas edged closer to the ledge of the clock tower, not once taking his eyes off of that spec.

Moments lost though time remains. I am still proud of what we were. No pain remains, no feeling. Eternity awaits. Grant me wings that I might fly. My restless soul is longing. No pain remains, no feeling. Eternity awaits.

Roxas knew what he wanted, he knew what he needed, and that was Axel. Without Axel, Roxas had nothing. Without Axel, Roxas was nothing.

But now Roxas would have eternity with Axel, the only thing he had ever really wanted.

The wind blew Roxas forward closer to the ledge. Roxas closed his eyes, the last remaining tears slipping out from under his fluttering lashes. He took one more step forward.

And he jumped.

A/N: Umm I had this song Beloved, by VNV Nation stuck in my head and it suddenly dawned on me that this would be a good Aku/Roku fic, so I hope you like it. Reviews are lovely! :3