"Everyone in the group introduce yourself." The overly nice counciler said to the group. "Starting with you." He pointed to me i sighed and waited a moment before speaking up. "Im Clare, Clare Edwards." "Alright Clare would you like to share why you're here?" Thats when the flashbacks started "You know you want this." He breathed in my ear while still on top of me while inside of me. "Please stop." I begged him, he smelled like tabaco and booze not the familar and comforting scent of ocean breeze. "No you asked for it Edwards." The name rolled off his tounge in such a foreign way i didnt reconize. "Please." I begged again and the tears streamed from my eyes. "No like i said,you asked for it showing up here looking all cute with that dress." I cried more and more and grimaced as he went faster.

This wasnt at all how i pictured my first time to be i wanted it to be with someone else, with that someone else i knew that from the last time Eli kissed me that i wanted it to be him but my stupid morals stopped me, and now im here and my first times with the person i never would have ever let inside of me. Fitz wouldnt stop and i started to scream from the pain but he simply covered my mouth and kept going oh how i loathed him for doing this to me.

All of a sudden i felt someone shaking me and i snapped out of my daydream. "Clare?" the councilor asked in a concerned voice. "W-what?" I asked "I said would you like to share why you're here?" As i thought about it tears welled in my eyes as i fought back the tears and said "I was raped."

So review? Please i know all my fanfics start with something tragic that happened. I dont know if i should keep going with this i just got this idea. Well actually it was inspired im not the first person to write about this type of fic with degrassi but i dont think iv heard of one about Clare. I mean i know Clares sister was raped but for some reason i felt like writing this and when i get an idea i cant just not write it, i dont have it in me.