Disclaimer: D.N.Angel is not mine. The story is.
This is my second attempt on fanfic. My first try on one of my favourite pairing - Krad/sato. Well, this setting is kind of, erm, common, so is the story, so...erm sit back, relax and enjoy! and do not forget to R&R after that! o.o
The night was silent. Everyone was in their peaceful slumber in their respective houses. However, there was just one particular house which housed a heart-broken boy that emitted cries of sorrows and stored unspeakable emotions.
Hiwatari Satoshi, the only descendant left of the honorable Hikari family, was sitting with his knees close to his chest pouring out his sorrows in the form of crystalline tears on his seemingly-magnificent bed. The "eerie" boy whom Dark discern as had became nothing more than an ordinary boy with innumerable dejection and misery.
Daisuke Niwa, the ever-so-cheerful boy of the Niwa family, the lucky one who housed the powerful phantom thief, the lively red-head whom satoshi secretly adored for years, had apparently rejected his feelings several days ago.
'Hiwatari-kun? Hiwatari-kun. Hiwatari-kun! Are you feeling okay? You looked kind of dazed off... Are you unwell? Do you need to visit the doctor?' The worried inquisitive Niwa boy inquired.
'Niwa, I need to tell you something.' Satoshi, who had finally decided to confess his feelings towards the red-head, said in a serious tone with a slightly worried look on his otherwise emotionless pale face.
Satoshi already knew the answer. Despite that, he wanted to cling on to his last piece of hope.
'Ah? What is it? And are you really feeling alright?' Daisuke replied, oblivious of what the Hikari boy was about to say.
He felt his heart beating really fast, despite the high probability that his feelings towards the red-head would not be mutual, he wanted to believe in hope. He wanted to believe in miracle. He wanted the red-head to know how he felt for him. He wanted to believe that his life wasn't as cruel as he thought. He wanted... the Niwa boy to accept him, to tell him that he loved him as much as he did.
'I...,' Satoshi began hesitantly, feeling the burning sensation on his cheek, worrying that the hope he was tenaciously clinging on to will break free and eventually leave him. He was afraid to hear the words he was expecting to hear. He knew he would break down into millions of fragments in hearing the words that he didn't want to believe, but, was expecting to hear.
'I love you,' he found his final piece of courage and said this out. 'I love you, Daisuke Niwa.'
Like an innocent "criminal" waiting for his judgement, he waited for his reply. More than half of his mind already waited in anticipation of what was to come. However, there were still parts of him which refused to submit to fate, which, still, believe that he could achieve happiness, that what was in store for him was nothing less than that.
'... Hiwatari-kun.. I.. I..' Daisuke replied. "I... I have always treated you as my best friend... I.. I am sorry"
These words thoroughly pierced through Satoshi's heart, shattering it like shattering a fragile piece of glass. Satoshi wanted to believe what he just heard wasn't true. He wished that what he heard was just something his mentality told him that he mighthear. However, the rational part of him, advised him to stop the self-delusion, to simply accept the fact that he knew this would be the result right from the start. He felt tears forming at his eyes, persuading him to release them, begging him to let them fall down his cheek, to act as an evidence for his acceptance of the fact.
He tilted his head to face the sky and blinked several times. The tears which he denied finally found themselves leaving his swollen eye sockets to be wiped off by his hand and, to be, once again, denied.
/Satoshi-sama.. you know this would be the result right from the start don't you?/ Krad chuckled with a mocking grin as he formed an imaginary perceivable image of his angellic form in front of satoshi. His golden hair glowed into the dark, accentuating his beauty as one of the work of the honorable Hikari family.
/Krad... just.. go away...please.../ Satoshi managed to say in a soft, surprisingly clear voice with the precious little strength he had left after the nights of crying over the rejection of his feelings.
Krad sat on the bed next to Satoshi. His exquisite huge white wings surrounding them both, keeping his broken tamer warm while stroking his beautiful cerulean hair. Satoshi knew it would be futile to push Krad away with his weak form and simply let him be.
The crying form and the desperate helpless tone of his beloved tamer pleading him to leave infuriated and hurt him in every way it can. The only descendent of his creator, the genius everyone referred as, the very vessel he considered perfect, was now nothing more than a dejected weeping boy. It was the Niwa's fault.
/Satoshi-sama..,/ Krad continued, His tone was no longer menacing but full of concern and guilt.
/Why are you insisting in liking the Niwa boy? He doesn't deserve your love at all../
/Go away.. please.. Krad.. leave me alone../ Satoshi pleaded, further weakening himself.
/Im the only one who truly loves you.. who deserves your love.. Satoshi-sama../Krad said relentlessly. /I will never hurt you like what the Niwa did.. i will protect you../Krad said, hand still stroking Satoshi's hair.
/Krad.../ Satoshi finally took a glance at him with his narrowed swollen eyes before collapsing, laying down and resting his head on the moist pillow, closing his eyes.
Satoshi, fatigued from the sleepless nights of crying and the lack of nutrition being without food for days, finally allowed his somnolence to get the better of him and fell into a deep slumber. He continued his crying in his sleep where his precious tears continued to fall down his cheek relentlessly, clearly showing how miserable and dismayed he was.
Krad continued his embrace on Satoshi's sleeping form with his ravishing white wings as he reached for his pale cheeks to wipe away the tears gently. He watched as Satoshi breathed with his chest heaving gently up and down. The sight of his precious tamer's delicate form sobbing in his slumber gives him a sensation of both pain and disconsolateness.
/Satoshi-sama../ Krad whispered into his tamer's ears before falling asleep beside Satoshi and eventually, he retreated back into a corner of Satoshi's mind of darkness.
Yeap. that marks the end of my first chapter. how was it? feed me with reviews!