Disclaimer: I do not own twilight, Stephanie Meyer does and in no way am I copying it. The characters are hers but this Idea is mine.

This is my first fanfiction, I will continue if you wish me too. Basically after Edward leaves her in New Moon, she gets changed into a vampire, and she hasn't seen Edward since. It's short, I know, But I didn't want to write the whole story if you guys wouldn't like it.

I had no reason for anything anymore. I wished more than anything to be dead right now, but in a way my life did end sixty years ago, my grave at Forks cemetery proved it. I had nothing to live foranymore…except, him. But, he didn't want me, so why do I have to face this torture. I didn't do anything wrong, he's the one who left me, he left me unprotected and in danger and I have to pay the consequences now. Each day I have to put on a façade and pretend everything is okay, when truly; on the inside I am broken.

The memories of my happy human past would haunt me every second of everyday. How simple life had been back then, I knew what I wanted. More than anything, Him. Now, I had nothing to want; except, to fulfill the burning sensation in my throat. I leaped out of my window and calculated my drop to the ground. I managed to make it as quiet as possible and that's when I flung myself forward. I drove each foot hard and fast into the wet, soggy earth at speeds that are illegal. The green scenery flying by me as I practically flew through the air. Every time, I ran I would get a shot enthusiasm but it wasn't enough to make me happy. Nothing could make me happy.

Mist started to pour down from the sky and land on me. It felt cool and refreshing. I remember sitting in the rain as a human, I hated it. But I was foolish as a human; I used to think everything would work out. But I was wrong. My anger and pain drove me even faster and I heard three faint heart beats about 2 miles out. I raced faster to my target as the venom in my mouth pooled. I was close now and I could hear the pack of elk's every movement. I started closing in and I stepped back than used as much strength as I could to spring into the air and land perfectly onto the elk's back. I quickly snapped it neck and drove my teeth into its warm fur. I finished the other two and that's when I smelt it. It wasn't an animal, nor human, or werewolf for that matter. It was the scent of a vampire. Someone had come to hunt. Silent hope filled my chest as I thought of the possibilities. Was it sick for me to wish it was someone who hurt me so bad? I couldn't recognize the scent and my hope fell fast. It was probably a nomad on his way. I drove myself back in the way of my house. I never had the courage to leave Forks, In case he decided to return. Also, for Charlie's sake so I could keep and eye on him. But Charlie was gone, so I knew he was the only thing that was keeping me in place. I would wait forever just to see him again. The black of the night reminded me once again I was alone, and no one wanted me. He didn't want me.