Hey!! This is a one shot.. So enjoy it while it can.. :) .
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Leah4Life
PS: This is Leah's POV
Before I didn't know...
I didn't understand.
I didn't know that I loved you.
I was caught in the balance, and now I'm lost.
I've lost myself.
I didn't know what I had...
And know I don't know who I am.
I didn't know that I needed you, the way I do.
I didn't know that the end came with the words, 'I don't love you.'
And know I'm sinking.
Sinking in a world where I'm alone.
I don't know where to go.
Or what to do.
You choose her..
Oh, you may still love me.
But does that really count?
She is your soul mate.
You love her more.
You say it's not like that.
But what else could it be?
Sam you left me trying to live in this world of magical creatures...
I didn't know they existed, until I became one.
Now I'm one of you.
A part of your pack.
Do you think it's helping?
Hearing your thoughts.
Hearing you think about her.
My cousin, my old best friend.
Do you think it helps that I know?
That I know why..
That I know you couldn't help it.
That I know we just weren't met to be?
No.
It isn't helping.
I'm lost and now I've found...
That I did love you.
That I did need you.
That you were my life.
Now I know.
But now I can't do anything about it.
Now I can't say anything, Sam.
Because you have her.
I hope you're happy know..
Know that you have your beautiful Emily.
I bet you'll have scores of little were wolf babies.
And you'll both be happy.
But I hope you know that I'm dying here.
Alone in La Push.
I left your pack to try to avoid the pain.
It didn't help...
Well, now I know.
And I hope you understand.
I hope you understand what you did.
And I hope more than anything, that you are happy.
Because despite the fact that you have hurt me.
I can't hate you.
I can't hate my Sam.
..
Or her Sam.
I can't hate you either way.
I still love you, Sam Uley.
And you'll never know.
I'll never be able to tell you.
I'll never be able to say,
I love you.
And I never knew until I lost you.
I hope you liked it.. It was a sort of poem.. :) I just thought I'd try it out... Hope you liked it.
PLEASE REVIEW!! :) Thanks.
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Leah4Life