True love is supposed to stay forever
It's not supposed to end
So how come it ended?
How come everything you believed in was suddenly gone?
You didn't want it to happen
You didn't want to be drunk
You didn't want to struggle with walking
You just didn't want it
And suddenly it just happened
It was all over in one lousy second
So that's why you're now standing here
On the roof
With this damn gun
You know it's painless but it seems like something is pulling you back from this
You don't care, though
'Cause who is there to help you with this?
No one understands what it's like to lose your one love because of you
Yes, it's your fault he's dead!
Dead
Dead
Dead
You keep repeating it in you head, because nothing else seems important anymore…
Only his death
You didn't kill him
You didn't hire someone to do it either
But it's still your fault
Your drunkenness killed him
'Cause while you were struggling to walk
You were walking in the middle of the road
With a car speeding right at you
A car with a drunken driver
Just like you
Drunk
It's amazing what alcohol does to you
It makes you drunk
And when you're drunk, you do stupid things
Like, walk in the middle of the road
Or, drive a car amazingly fast
You did see the car
But you were drunk so you didn't care
You should've cared
'Cause now he's dead because of that…
He saved you
But what does it matter
If his heroic act made him a dying man
He died while saving you
He pushed you away from the car
But got under it himself
So it doesn't matter that you're alive now
Because you're dead too
He took your life with him
You're dead without him
You're still standing here on the roof
The gun pointing at your head
You look over the city
You see people
Happy people
You want to be happy too
That's why you're doing this
To be happy with him
"I'm sorry" you whisper
You heard people talking
You heard people laughing
You heard the trigger being pulled
But the absolute last thing you heard was the gunshot
While the bullet was going straight trough your head…