LEGAL CRAP
!!! - I do not in any way, shape, or form, claim legal rights to Buffy The Vampire Slayer. All characters, settings, et cetera belong to Joss Whedon and company. This story is mine, however. I thought it up. I didn't do it for profit, I just did it because.The song " Forever Love" isn't mine either. It belongs to Reba McEntire. I don't claim to have written it, yadda yadda yadda. You get the drift.
Forever Love
The first time I laid my eyes on you
I knew we'd spend this life side by side.
I still feel the same though you're so far away
I swear that you'll always be my….
I did it. Didn't want to, but I did it anyway. I didn't know it would hurt this badly. God! Diesel fuel stinks! Oh my god. I just sent my one true love to Hell, and I'm thinking about diesel fuel ? I'm pathetic. No good as a Slayer, no good as a girl. The only thing I was good at was loving him.
Forever Love.
I promise you.
Someday we'll be together,
Forever Love.
I won't give up,
no matter what.
I'll be waiting for you,
Forever Love.
Okay. I ran. I can admit it. What else could I do? Believe me, staying wasn't an option. Too many memories. The wonderful. . . and the terrible. And you know what? Almost all of them have him in there. In both categories. I never realized how much my world revolved around him. I guess I still love him. Maybe I always will.
Minutes and hours and years may go by,
but my heart knows nothing of time.
So don't cry, just keep me right there in your dreams
and hold on to these words of mine.
Sometimes I want to be able to wish I'd never come to Sunnydale. Never heard of a Slayer, never met him. But I can't. Too much of who I am is there. I guess, in a way, his death made me realize that. So many times I wanted to just be normal. So, here I am. A one-way ticket to L.A. and two suitcases. Is this normal? I don't know anymore. All I know is I'll never forget what I did, and what he gave up.
Forever Love.
I promise you.
Someday we'll be together,
Forever Love.
I won't give up,
no matter what.
I'll be waiting for you,
Forever Love
I'll always love him. I know that, if nothing else. Fate brought us together, and Fate tore us apart. But that doesn't mean I won't love him. Or that he didn't love me.
Love is the road to our destiny.
Nothing can change what is meant to be.
Some people would call what I did courageous. Brave. It wasn't. At least not to me. To me it was betrayal. I told him I loved him. I kissed him. And then I killed him. Sure felt like betrayal to me. But I don't think he did. Even if I don't know what it was, I think he did.
Forever Love.
I promise you.
Someday we'll be together,
Forever Love.
I won't give up,
no matter what.
I'll be waiting for you,
Forever Love.
So, I'll leave. Run away, hide, whatever you want to call it. I'll do it, and I'll be strong. Strong enough to come back ? Maybe . But strong enough to love him? Always.
*********************************************************************
Authors Notes: Whew! That was deep. Just a simple POV ( Buffy's, if you couldn't guess). I just punched this out at about 10:00
West Coast time. This is my first fanfic and I would LOVE feedback. Good, bad, I don't care. Well, OK, yes I care. PLEASE give a
new writer some good feedback. Post a review or email me at rubyfusion234@hotmail.com
Please, tell me I did good L . Then I'll be happy J !!
Later,
Cat