Ah…based in the things that sometimes happens, I do fight with my family almost everyday and cry also…
I don't get beat up or something…
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Every day I cry
Every day I fight
I'm tired of this bullshit, every day…
I can't see when is going to stop, please make it go…
Every time my friends talk about how they spend time with they're family, I wish I was that person. My family is dysfunctional, so there's nothing to do about it.
I take care of my little brother, while my sisters go to college; I work to maintain the family while mom is busy about her looks and dad about drinks.
The next day after the "crisis" I went back to school, I have one purple right eye, everyone asked me what happened, but I only respond
"I just felt over the stairs, that's all"
Knowing that dad beat me up.
I always try to hide everything with a smile, but my eyes make me tell the truth, maybe not with words, but with actions. My best friend saw this, and tried to help me, but I denied everything, making my father's look innocent and me guilty.
Sometimes I wish I could go outside and take a breath of that pure air, but…it's not going to happen with me.
The next day, my broke up with me.
Why is this happening to me? Why? Mother…Father…what have I done to you…to deserve this? Kami-sama! What have I done?
A week later, mom cheated on dad, dad went insane, I have to run away with my sisters so he couldn't hurt them…we went to stay at a house that was abandoned…even though, all the money I used to have was spent in father's drinks and mothers cosmetics, we were completely done.
I stopped going to school, they sent notes to my father and he replied that I was dead, so as my sisters.
Dad ruined my life…but I could think was
"I'm tearing my family in pieces"
I have to give everything I had so my sister could eat, and get something to wear. Oh well…
I guess by know, they won't even remember me…
Megurine Luka
There's no purpose in my life now, why can I do? They won't remember me…
If you are reading this….
I'm already in the other world.