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APOV

I looked at the picture of Bella one last time before ripping it apart and throwing it away. I knew these feelings were not ok to have, Bella was already taken and that left no room for me. I sighed and sat down on my floor, I leaned up against the wall and stared up at the ceiling, If only you knew how much I felt for you, would you accept it? I thought miserably.

"Knock, knock." I turned my in the direction of that southern voice and I gave a small smile. "Hey Jasper."
Jasper was smirking at me while he leaned against my door frame, He dropped his smirk and looked at me worriedly, "Are you still going on that trip?"

"Yes." I looked at him sadly, then looked at the few suitcases that were stacked by my closet, "It's what's best for me." I got up and hugged him inhaling his scent and feeling his body against mine one last time.

"I will miss you dearly." He whispered sadly, his voice was strong but his body trembled a little. I knew that when I came back he would be gone, he would have found another woman.

"I know Jazz, I will miss you too." I looked into his yellow eyes, filled with sadness, "Please move on without me ok?" I said while I patted his chest softly.

"I will try." He nodded silently and hugged me one more time before I took my leave.

BPOV

"ALICE IS LEAVING?!" I shouted loudly, shocked that my voice was a bit louder than I expected.

"It's only a vacation, just to relax." Jasper reassured me and crossed his arms over his chest while I relaxed on the bed that Edward gave me. "She will be back." He nodded. I was glad that everyone else was out hunting so that me and Jasper could talk without no one disrupting us.

I was a little relieved but still surprised, "But why is she leaving?"

"I'm not exactly sure, but I'm guessing just to get away from stressful family time." Jasper raised an eyebrow and looked out the window.

"Do you think Edward knows?" I got up from my position and crawled over to Jasper who was standing near the bed.

"No, If he did know everyone would know, I think Alice has been blocking him from her mind." Jasper said as he looked at me, I looked down puzzled, what could be bothering such a beautiful vampire like her? I creased my eyebrows in frustration. Perhaps she was going through something with Jasper?

"Jasper did you do anything to upset her?" I looked at him solemnly.

"No, If I did upset her she would confront me about it not run away from it, she's that type of gal." He smiled at me warmly and I sunk back down, losing my train of thought.

Jasper POV

Oh Bella I thought sadly, I looked at her and realized that she didn't have a clue that Alice liked her and was trying to get away from her. Wasn't it obvious? I was surprised at how long Alice could keep Edward out of her mind, very impressive. I remembered when Alice told me, I already known and I was struck with sadness. But I was willing to give "us" all up to make the woman I love happy, even if she isn't even getting off her butt to do what she always wanted.

Flashback

"Jasper may I speak with you?" I turned around to see Alice standing beside me, her face was distraught. I nodded and she walked to our room, I put down the book I was reading and I stepped into our room with Alice. I looked at her curiously. She seemed stressed about something and that worried me.

"What's wrong Alice?" I walked over to her and put my hand on her shoulder comforting her the best way I could.

"Jasper I'm sorry, but these feelings won't go away." I realized what she was going to say and I was glad we were the only ones in the house.

"It's ok, you can tell me." I said softly as I rubbed her shoulder.

"I can't, I know it'll hurt you." She said as she looked into my eyes, her face was worn with pain. She put her hand on my chest and looked down.

I sighed and knew she wasn't going to be able to tell me, not in the mood she was in, "You love Bella Swan don't you?" I told her sternly, her head snapped up and she looked right at me.

"I'm so sorry Jazz." She said as she fell into my chest, I enveloped her into my arms and inhaled her scent, knowing she wasn't mine anymore.

"It's ok." I said as I held her close, "If it makes you happy."

End Flashback

Later on that night, Alice's going away party.

BPOV

I looked at the scene around me, it was a party but a very quiet one. Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie, Emmet, Jasper, Edward and I all planned it. I was glad Jasper was able to keep her out of the house for that long even though she already knew what was going to happen. I held my cup of fruit punch in my hand, the party was elegant and beautiful, A mixture of Gardenia and Rose petals scattered almost every where in the house filling it with a calming aroma. There were small candles on the tables and classical music played in the background.

"This looks really beautiful, thanks." I heard Alice say to Carlisle as he nodded.

"It's all for you." I heard Esme say sweetly as she enveloped Alice into a hug. I looked on curiously, Alice hasn't been hanging out with me lately. She also avoids eye contact with me, what is up with her? I creased my eyebrows in frustration and Edward could probably sense my anxiety. I felt his arms wrap around me and his cold lips against my ear, "What's wrong?" I looked up at him, his butterscotch eyes filled with concern.

"Nothing, nothing really." I couldn't stand to lie to him but I knew he couldn't find out the answer of my problem.

He looked at me with disbelief, "Are you sure? Would you like to talk?" He gestured up stairs with his eyes and then looked back at me.

"I guess so." I gave him a small smile and held his hand.

"If you are worried about Alice I am sure she could take care of herself." He whispered into my hair, He led me to the balcony outside. He smiled at me and took my hand in his then he put his arm around my waist, I smiled as we started to sway to the faint music in the background. "I'm sure she's leaving because of her own reasons."

I nodded then looked down, What could be troubling her? She doesn't have anything to worry about. Could it be something I did?

"Do you think I did something to upset her?" I looked up at him desperately.

"Bella you can't blame yourself for Alice's leaving, no one is sure." He looked at me with disbelief in his eyes.

"Ok, but I may want to talk to her before she leaves tomorrow, she might open up to me." I put my head against his chest and rested there, my eyes slowly closing.

AN: So I finally planned to upload some of my Bellice work, I hope you guys like it. Review if you'd like me to upload more chapters~