Author's note:/ Yeah, this is my first L/Misa fanfict and first fanfict on this site. Please note, this will have a lemon in later chapters as I am a pervert and writing a lemon is someone that I have a guilty pleasure doing ; w ; hehe. Any ways, reviews/suggestions are welcome!
As the blonde-haired teenager protruded into the eerie, but familiar Kira Investigation Headquarters, she felt a surge of nostalgia and misery flow through her body. It had been a while since she was here, especially seeing as Light, her Light, her hero, the one she loved with all her heart had been caught out as being Kira, the God of the new world, and was shot on the industrial harbour on the outskirts of the metropolis she grew up in, and recognised so well.
The atmosphere was silent, so silent that it reeked of death. The only life-like sounds that could be heard were the clicking of her high round toed shoes of the gothic Lolita fashion that she was widely recognised with, and the distant sounds of cars passing through the suburban streets on this late afternoon. She was lost in thought as she made her way into the lobby, so lost on recalling the memories she had as being with Light, as being his pawn. Her heavily-cladded made up hazel eyes started to sting with the thought, but she would not admit that Light never loved her or saw her as someone important in his life. After all the pain and suffering she went through in order for him to be a god, and for her to be his queen of the new world, she would not accept this regret, this loneliness. This regret she had for trusting and falling for a deceiving monster like him. He was never going to love her or acknowledge her as something beautiful, but rather, he would of just disposed of her once he reached his god-like status. While she was deep in thought, she was oblivious that she walked into the main room with its white glow from the multitude of screens. So oblivious that she didn't realise that she wasn't the only one there.
Drinking his sugar-syrupy coffee, L sat there in his renowned thinking position, his knees brought to his hunched over chest while his index finger was placed atop his lips indicating that he was deep in thought. However, as he looked at the monitor that featured the blonde beauty, he felt his heart racing. Ever since Light was falsely working on the Kira case with him, he felt drawn to Misa. From his selfish thoughts, he knew that Light wasn't deserving of her in the first place, especially seeing that once he was exposed as being a criminal, L realised that Misa was just his pawn and nothing more. He never acknowledged Misa, treated her like a lover or even made her feel wanted, but she wouldn't let go of him regardless of the situation. The thought made the shaggy haired detective's figure tense up with hate, but when he heard the sound of footsteps coming towards him, he let out a calming sigh.
"Miss Amane, what brings you here today?" he said in his usual blunt fashion, bringing the syrupy substance to his lips. Misa's eyes opened with surprise; she wasn't expecting anyone to be here seeing as the Kira case was closed, but then again, the shaggy haired man with dark bags under his eyes and porcelain white skin never ceased to amaze her. He spun around in his chair facing her, staring at her gorgeous doll-like features with open eyes.
"Ryuzaki, YOU MEANIE!' she exclaimed with a pout before running up to him giving him an affectionate hug, "You're not meant to scare Misa Misa like that, you know? But I'll forgive you." As she wrapped her arms around his thin body, L felt his heart race even more, so much that he made an exception to show some affection back to the only girl he was ever infatuated with. When he saw Misa's face appearing surprised from his embrace, a small smile crept upon his face. However, once she was in his embrace, Misa started to weep; feeling the warmth of the girl he loved in his arms, he stroked his long fingers through her blonde locks as her cry started to get louder and louder.
"Misa, what's wrong?" L asked gingerly, cupping her face in his hands, tilting her bright hazel eyes towards his noir ones. His smile was sombre and comforting to Misa as heated tears flowed down from her eyes, causing her eye make up to run down her sorrowful face. She felt a tinge of red cover her cheeks from his words, but suddenly dug her head in L's chest, embracing him tighter as she sobbed. In truth, she didn't have the strength to tell the pale detective what was wrong nor could he have heard her under her loud sobs. She missed Rem, her only true friend who was there throughout the entire Kira ordeal, whom she hadn't seen in months after Light's death, but she also missed the days where she didn't see the days as being dark and tiresome. All she wanted to do was sleep for days on end, missing out on her modelling opportunities and spending time with her friends shopping or just grabbing a bite to eat before a photo shoot, as she no longer felt beautiful.
All of a sudden without realising, she started to punch L in the chest as hard as she could, screaming her head off. L's eyes opened with surprise as the words that came out of her mouth were dark ones in comparison to the soft, sweet ones that she usually spoke from her soft pink lips.
"Light, you idiot! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you for using me, making me believe that you loved me for me, just so you could become the god of this pathetic world! Thanks to you, I no longer feel like I did before we met!" she screamed as she punched L's chest rapidly as crystal tears poured from her eyes. L then lifted her face up to meet his and planted a soft kiss on her forehead in hopes it would calm her down. The blonde haired girl then froze in place from the sudden touch and looked the detective right into his dark, but comforting eyes.
"Misa, I might not understand how you feel, but I have concocted that you feel lonely, that you feel as though you are no longer someone who is worth living in this world, but that's not true. You're beautiful Misa, you always have been and yes, Light had no right to treat you like he did, but that's all over now. We brought him and his evil intentions to justice," he said softly, stroking a tear away from her eye. L felt his heart beating and a small tinge of pink run across his cheeks as he spoke those words to the girl in front of him. He was meant to be the world's best detective, someone who was not meant to be in love especially with someone who was manipulated as being the second Kira just to win the approval of Kira himself. When he was working on the Kira investigation, when everyone was asleep during the dead hours of the morning, he would just sit there in front of his multitude of screens and think about Misa Amane, and how he knew he would never get to be her lover. He at the time was jealous of Light because of that as he was charming and had persuasive looks regardless that his mind and actions were crimes against the human population.
However, none of that mattered now as going against his usual intentions, he was going to prove to Misa that she was beautiful and that people like him loved her for whom she was as a person. Not for her actions of being the second Kira.