A/N First Songfic SPARE ME. May not be that good.
It is on the recovery of Marina over Eight's death. And her thoughts on everything, I couldn't find a good song OKAY?
Based on Fine Again by Seether
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It seems like every day's the same
And I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
And there's no color to behold
Every day. The same. Always hunted. Never really hit me until now. And I didn't even have a cepan. She left me in the dust, and I am all alone.
They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober, feels like I'm dying here
they say its alright. We found each other. We will be fine. No traitors, no nothing.
And I am aware now of how
Everything's gonna be fine
One day, too late, I'm in Hell
One day. A traitor reveals himself. In the worst possible way.
I am prepared now
Seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day, too late, just as well
I thought we changed your fate. Seems everyone is going to be fine. I thought. We thought.
I feel the dream in me expire
And there's no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
'Cause I can't seem to get this through
Its a bitter life. So many deaths. Had the hope, we could win. But now, now. Who else can I blame for your death? Shouldn't have trusted that traitor. Should have never, should have gotten a hint. And now your dead.
You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah
But why try to stay sober when I'm dying here?
Dying. Can't take another breath, when you were one of the only reasons I wanted to live on. I was abandoned, found, met you and everyone else. Saw hope. And my hope is dying now. You say, do it for me, win for me, I see you in my dreams, telling to win for you. For you. Because you aren't coming back. But why do I always see you in my dreams?
And I am aware now of how
Everything's gonna be fine
One day, too late, I'm in Hell
I can see how much we have lost. Without you, we lost our laughs. We lost our feeling of safety. We lost me, the one everyone calls kind hearted. Because now she is in cold blood.
I am prepared now
Seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day, too late, just as well
But me.
And I'm not scared now
I must assure you
You're never gonna get away
And I'm not scared now, no
And I'm not scared now, no
Whats there to be scared of? I am living on, but I am no longer scared of death. Because there isn't a thing to be scared of. I used to be scared of death, wanted to live for you, now your gone.
So, yeah, I am aware now of how
Everything's gonna be fine
One day, too late, I'm in Hell
It is one day too late, and I was always in hell. Live for you, never really noticed until now. Live for you. I will live for you. For you. But only for you.
I am prepared now
Seems everything's gonna be fine
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
I am prepared now for myself
I am prepared now and I am fine again
Fine again, because I will see you in my dreams. And I will win for you.
A/N: is that how a songfic works? I just see fics like that, and I wanted to make one... hope you like it?