Insane

Hi. Here's my new story, mostly about Sarafina and Scar's relationship. Also, in this story Nala is Scar's daughter. I'm not a huge fan of this kind of pairing, cause I'm more into Outlanders and Scar/Zira pairing, but last time I found it on my computer and decided to continue this fanfic. This one is written more from Sarafina's perspective, I understand not every Scar's fan will enjoy it, but if you're into Scar/Sarafina pairing or Shadowland stories, you might find it interesting (I hope). The chapters in the beggining aren't too long and interesting, but it will change I guess. I'm sorry about the possible mistakes, English isn't my native language but I do my best. So, here we go.

Prologue

- Listen to me…Everything will be ok, right? – Sarabi first hugged her, then moved back and looked deep into her eyes. – It has to be alright, it just has to be.

- Yes, it has to be... – repeated Sarafina with weak voice, looking down at the ground. She didn't want any consolations right now. But she knew Sarabi just had to try: she was her best friend. And one of the best friends' roles is to cheer each other in need.

- You must be strong – said Sarabi. – Life goes on, you can't change it. But you can just live through this. He's still alive. He's always there. Here, in your heart...

- Yes, I know... – muttered Sarafina. – Thank you, Sarabi. I know you're right...but I just can't let it go. Not yet.

- I know – Sarabi hugged her again. – It has just to come with the time. It's not easy and definitely not fast.

"How can you know – a sudden thought ran through Sarafina's head. She looked at her friend with irritation. – You never lost anyone that were extremely close to you".

- Sarabi...I must tell you something – she whispered, all her anger suddenly flew away. Now she felt ashamed, although it wasn't reason to be ashamed. Not in general. But there were completely different circumstances...

- Yes? – asked Sarabi with soothing voice. Sarafina hesistated for a little while. She always could talk with Sarabi about everything. But now, she wasn't sure if it's good idea. But it was too late: Sarabi was looking at her, excepting to hear something important.

- I...I'm pregnant.

Sarabi froze for a moment, but then said with happy voice:

- That's brilliant news! I'm so pleased to hear that! – then she looked at her own swollen belly. – Now, Simba will have a mate...Or girl mate, who knows?

- Yeah...that's great...

- What's wrong? Oh... – then she understood. – I know it's really hard for you. Your cub won't even have chance to get to know his father...But it's his kid, it's a living part of him. You'll tell your cub about Ni one day...when he'll be ready to hear it. Because his father is Ni, right?

Sarafina froze, her heart was beating really fast.

- I... – she started, but then said with resignation: - ...Yes, Sarabi. Ni was...is the father.

- Everything is going to be alright, Saffy. Remember, he's watching you. – Sarabi looked into the stars.

- I know – sighed Sarafina. She wanted to say something else, but she abandoned that willing. She stood up and went to the cave, after Sarabi.

Life was going on.