Author: satin-skies
Rating: PG-13 for swearing and some male on male action.
Pairing: Poynter/Jones and a bit of Poynter/Judd
Point of view: Dougie's. First Person.
Disclaimer: I do not own McFLY. All events in this fic are made up.
Summary: Danny loves Dougie. Harry loves Dougie. Dougie loves them both. Who is Dougie's lover? Even he can't tell.
Love. It's such an interesting thing. It's the only emotion that can make you feel on top of the world yet moments later crush you into oblivion.
It's such a risky business, why would anyone put their heart on the line like that? I often wondered that until I met you. You made me want to put my heart on the line, you took away my fear of getting hurt and you were the one who showed me so much love and caused me so much pain all at once.
I told myself I'd never let it happen. I swore I would never fall in love but you had to come into my life and change all that.
I loved you. I still love you, Danny. Yet, here I am, in what use to be my home, my bags at my feet, images of you not hours ago swimming through my dazed mind. Your beautiful blue eyes clouded in pain, tears masking their once carefree shine.
Why did I do what I did? Why did I let you walk away?
Maybe it's because I don't understand, myself, what I did that caused these chain of events that destroyed my future with the band and most importantly with you.
But I swear to you I will fix things. I will make this up to you and get you back because, after all, love makes us do crazy things.
[center]Note: The rest of the fic will be like a flash back leading up to where the prologue begins.[/center]