What started as a normal day, just spending time with Bakura ended up with us having a head on collision with a dump truck. I was on the line between death and life. I knew what had happened, but I couldn't see or feel anything. I could just think, all my other senses were gone. Ryou, I love you and if I never see you again just know I'll be waiting on you. Bakura, just thing of the good things and we'll see each other again.

I find it so weird how being on the edge of death just shows me how well I've lived through it all. My absent father and I had a pretty good relationship. I love my boyfriend, Bakura, with all my heart. I've gone to church my whole life and I have been surrounded by so many people who actually care.

Ryou are you ready to cross yet or do you wish to stay here, but keep in mind that you will never be the same.

I looked up and saw my mom and sister, but not any one angel that I thought everyone had. Then I remembered mine was on the other side waiting on me. I decided to send him one last message before I left him for ever.

I love you and am so glad that we were together for even a short time. I'm leaving though. I want to see you find happiness and also pursue all your dreams and more. You will always have a place with me. I'm afraid I want see you because you're so pure, but I'll live better. Maybe one day will be together again.Thing only of the good things, because We be together one day.

I'm ready to cross on now.