Story-All that I want, but cannot have!

Chapter-One

Title-wishing on a star

A/N- Elliot has been feeling weird for seven months now. I think some how he knew that was not his baby. In addition, they have not made love in a period of six months.

Elliot was still married to Kathy. He was getting ready to get a divorce from Kathy until he found out she was pregnant. He thought to himself "Is this my baby?" He would find out if it were his or not. In addition, if it were his baby he would take full responsibility for his actions. Nevertheless, some how he knew it was not his.

He did not want any more kids he had three beautiful girls and one handsome boy, and that was enough for him. However, his wife wanted more, but Elliot thought she was crazy. Twins and two girls was already a handful.

Elliot is not sure of what to do if the baby is not his. Then facing the fact that his wife just threw away twenty years of marriage and gave her kids physic problems. He just had this weird feeling the last seven months, but he was clueless and two days later, it hit him like a rock. She is having an affair with someone.

Just thinking about it made him heat up. The only way he could find out that his wife was having affair was to hire a private investigator, to follow her every were she goes. Therefore, he hired a private investigator the following day. To see if his suspensions were right or he was just being paranoid.

"Kathy is three and half almost 4 months pregnant. Elliot and Kathy have not made love for almost six months. He went to bed at eight forty five p.m. Then his wife followed shortly after. They went to bed and slept peacefully for the whole night.

Elliot got up at three in the morning to go for a run and go over to the precinct to do some work and hire that private investigator and find out what is really going on, so he can stop thinking about it.

He just wanted to rip his hair out. They only person he could talk to are Olivia Benson. He opened the front door, took his house keys and car keys, locked the house up, and left. Then he left for a jog in the park. He was thinking and got lost in his thoughts, that he was not paying attention and ran into hi partner Olivia Benson.

"Hey stranger." He said as he gave her a hug.

"Hey back, why are you running in the park Elliot?" she asked as he put his head down. She took he hand and pulled his chin up to see his beautiful blue eyes.

"What is wrong babe?" she asked as he had tears rolling down his face. She whipped the tears away with her fingers and Elliot looked in to her Chocolate brown eyes. "I have this weird feeling Olivia." He said as he stood up then Olivia pulled him into a hug and leaned against his chest.

"What kind of feeling Hun?" she asked.

"For the past seven months I have been feeling like my wife has been having affair." He said with Olivia's face still buried in his chest. She felt safe for once. She just wanted to make out with him and be with him for the rest of her life.

"What do you mean cheating?" she asked, as she got closer to him.

"She is three and half almost four months pregnant." He stated

"Why, is that bad?" she asked.

"Because we have not made love in almost six months." He said.

"Why don't you just ask her if she has been cheating on?" she questioned.

"Oh, that should be nice, Hi Kathy are you cheating on me?" he said sarcastically while laughing. Livia was laughing too.

"I have a couple of private investigators to follow her around all the time so I should find out." He said.

"That sounds like a good idea Elliot." She said as she kissed him on the cheek. He wanted more so he pulled her to his lips. She said to herself "YES!"

"Come on let us finish our run." She said as she jogged ahead of him. "Quit looking at me ass!" she said smirking.

"What…how…did…you?" he asked not able to get it all in before getting cut off.

"That is what I thought!" she said laughing.

Elliot ran by and smacked her on her ass. "Awww… you ass wipe!" she yelled while laughing.

"What was that for?" she asked.

Because you have a tight butt!" he said laughing. He ran up behind her, grabbed, and tickled her until they fell and she could not take it any longer.

Then laid her on the grass and gently laid on top of her. Close enough were their faces were she could feel him breath down the side of her neck. She grabbed him he pulled away and told her "We need to wait until I find out if she has been cheating on me or not." He said as he kissed her forehead and helped her up and they ran to the precinct.

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