Hi. I really loved this song and i thoght it kind of fitted.

Song: Grace is Gone by Dave Matthews Band.

Kel/Dom

Hope you enjoy please review.


Neon shines through smoky eyes tonight

Its 2 am – I'm drunk again it's heavy on my mind

I could never love again so much as I love you

Where you end where I begin is like a river going through

Take my eyes take my heart I need them no more

If never again they fall upon the one I so adore

I looked around the bar. It was empty. I was the last person drowning his sorrows, hoping to find happiness at the end of the bottle. But nothing would bring Kel back to me. I knew that. She was gone and she didn't know how much I loved her. Why didn't I just tell her? Mithros please take my eyes and heart. They will never again see the one I loved so much. What will I do now? How can I go on?

Excuse me please one more drink

Could make it strong cause I don't need to think

She broke my heart my Grace is gone

One more drink and I'll move on

The bartender seems reluctant to give me another drink. I mustn't think about her. Anything but Kel. She broke my heart but will never know it.

One drink to remember then another to forget

How could I ever dream to find sweet love like you again

One drink to remember and another to forget

I don't think I could ever find another girl to love as much as I loved Kel. None would ever live up to her. I am destined to die a lonely man now she is gone. I need one more drink to remember her smile, her laugh, the way she rode her horses, the way she fought and the way she died. And another to forget everything we could've been.

Excuse me please one more drink

Could make it strong cause I don't need to think

She broke my heart my Grace is gone

One more drink and I'll move on

One more drink and I'll be gone

There is one way I could join Kel forever more. The Black God's Option was always open to me but what would I leave behind? Raoul and my squad would morn but what was the point in living if I couldn't have her? I could take myself out of the picture and be with Kel forever. Could I do that to myself? I'm not that strong. Not without Kel.

You think of things impossible and the sun refuse to shine

I woke with you beside me your cold hand lay in mine

She used to be the sun to me. I would go and see her every day just so I could feel happy and warm again. But no she is gone will I ever feel the warmth again? The touch of the sun, the feel of a cool breeze against me skin? She took my feelings with me when she died now all that's left is a shell.

Excuse me please one more drink

Could make it strong cause I don't need to think

She broke my heart my Grace is gone

One more drink and I'll go

Raoul and Neal found me not long after. They dragged me to my rooms. I just lay in bed staring at the ceiling. The same thoughts going through my head. Whats the point to living if she is no longer here? She broke my heart and no amount of healing will ever mend it.

Excuse me please one more drink

Could make it strong cause I don't need to think

She broke my heart my Grace is gone

One more drink and I'll move on

One more drink and I'll be gone

One more drink my Grace is gone

I tried I honestly tried. I tried to forget my love for her. Only remember as a friend but everything seemed to remind me of her. The stables where Peachblossom and Hoshi still lived. The mess hall where she could've been seen eating with her year mates. The practice courts where I found her so many times getting better and better. I can't seem to get away from her. She haunts me. I need to move on. Give me another drink and I'll be gone. Together with Kel forever.


So i hope you enjoyed that. Might write more songfic things, who knows.