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Bella's pov

I've known Edward since I was 15. And since the first time I saw his breath taking golden eyes, I have loved him.

Though in the 4 years we have been best friends he has shown -to my disappointment- no sign of loving me back. Now layed under the stars together in our meadow, it seems like a good time to tell him now I feel.

"Edward?" I say snuggling up to him.

"Hmm?" He replies.

"We've been best friends for years so you trust me right?" I didn't wait for a answer; I'm to nervous. "I mean, if I were to tell you something, something really important, you wouldn't hate me right? You wou-"

"What is it Bella?" Edward asks me curiously, turning on his side to see me.

He looks so beautiful then. His bronze untameable hair. His pale skin shining, begging me to feel it to run my hand down my chest. I look up to his eyes and am suddenly lost in a sea of golden light, peace, and happiness is all I see. I would be lost without him.

"Are you okay?" He asks,

"Yeah, I'm fine sorry" I can feel my cheeks turning their usual shade of red. I blush so easily. I cant believe I stared for that long!

Carefully I take his hands in mine. Delighted that he doesn't pull away I decide to take the plunge. I say the magical 3 words...

… "I love you"

I see his face lighten in utter happiness, then its replaced with a mask of no emotion. Nothing.

He pulls me to my feet and to him until were stand inches apart. I cant help but notice that if I stand on my tiptoes I could kiss him.

He leans down and closes the gap between us. As soon as his lips touch mine I can feel the wonderful sensation running though my body, warming me to my toes and making my knees weak. His lips feel as if they were made to fit mine, they mould together perfectly. I wish I could stay this way forever. Happy, peaceful, in perfect harmony.

But then to soon he pulls away. I open my eyes to see my worst nightmare, Edward looks in pain. His eyes filled with sadness, as if all the light has been drained out.

"Edward what's wrong are you okay? Edward?"

He looks at me, and does the worst thing imagine imaginable.

My angel turns away saying only 2 words "I'm sorry."

That's the last time I ever saw him.

Well, I hoped you liked it, the next chapter will hopefully be up soon.

Just to make it clear this WILL NOT be just my interpretation of new moon. It may seem that way but its not going to be.

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