The cigarettes curling smoke flew up in the still air of the house; Hatori flicked his black bang away from his blind eye. It was an old habit, something he had gotten used to doing, but this was an odd and useless habit. His eye could only see huge, thick lined things. Other than that, the world was a sea of filmy gray. His breath echoed in the house ominously, everything was still and quiet. Hatori got up quietly and stood by the window. Just watching the soft snow fall and envelope the ground with a magical, sleepy blanket. The moon was in the sky, bright and beautiful. Her white, creamy arches stood in the black, velvety sky, like a rose in tulips.The snow kept falling slowly, white flecks like the thoughts so close to Hatori, like how hard it is to let them go and watch them fall to the hard, cold reality of life. The thoughts of yesterday reminded him of Kana, the hypnosis reared its ugly head in his memory, making him flinch. He let his memories take him back; Her smile was so bright and alive, her eyes shining with life and intelligence, her blonde hair was shoulder high, precision cut. The memory of her slumped in the still, cold snow brought an unwanted pang of guilt, I'm not sorry we met. Those words smashed him mercilessly and haunted him. She would never know the pain that had gripped him the day she found out, her life had always been easy and about having fun. He closed his eyes as memories sprung up. He wanted to forget everything, all the laughter, all the words and small gestures of love that would last forever.An odd picture stared up at him when he turned to his desk, a picture of her girlishly small, manicured hand in his larger, calloused one. A tear dropped onto his hand. "I wish you knew." He whispered and regretted it. Eh, wow. I like makin' Hatori suffer cuz Hes practically the only other furuba character besides Akito that I havnt had a crush on... THATS A BOY!THATS WHAT I MEANT!I own an evil twiiiin! haha! hes all mine too! hes on ouran high schoo; host club! well, thanks a dozen and two for reading, i dug this drabble outta my old notebook yesterday and thought oh, well Edward wont mind!heh. REVIEEWWWWWW!omg!omg! look at that pretty shiny thing down there! try and catch it! oh, my mistake its the review button? you didnt push it/ omg!omg! look at that pretty shiny thing down there!(repeat above) THANK YEW!