Okay you guys, I don't usually, or…ever...write myself. I usually just read…but the whole Kingdom Hearts 2 game inspired me. Especially the parts toward the very end. I know this isn't very good but I can't help it...I was inspired.
Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts 1 or 2..or any of the characters in it.
My first thoughts after Kairi was safe were of you. I remember thinking I had to find you…I wasn't complete without you. No matter how much Kairi meant to me, she was nothing compared to you. I had always made myself better, challenged myself, just so you would recognize me...just so you would look at me. All those times when we were younger when I would challenge you wasn't so I could impress Kairi…it was so I could impress you. You were always better than me, calmer, more collected, and more…ambitious. I was fine with the way life was, and I was ready to go back to living that way but not without you. I promised myself I wasn't going to do anything without you ever again. I was bringing you back home...by my side. I felt like it was my fault all this happened in the first place, but then I decided it didn't matter, I'd make it up to you.
When I woke up in that place I thought of you. I had to find you. I was becoming desperate. I was beside myself with worry, even if it didn't show all the time. I needed you. I needed to see your face, hear your rare laugh, see your beautiful smile. I wanted to look into your eyes, and beg for forgiveness for not getting to you sooner. I just wanted to have you back with me.
I searched for you all that time and you were right there! Why didn't you say anything? I didn't care what you looked like! Why couldn't you see that! I love you! As long as you're by my side I don't need anything else...your looks mean nothing to me because inside you're you…and that's all I need. I've got my memories, and besides, your body meant nothing to me if your soul, your heart, wasn't in it.
I loved you then…and I love you now. I'll never stop. I'd go to the ends of the universe to keep you with me, die for you, do anything anyone asked of me…just as long as I could keep you. Maybe I'm being selfish, but I can't find a reason to care. I'm nothing without you. I hope you know that, Riku.