Okay everyone! This is my first fanfic, so read and review! But if you have criticism, please say it nicely!

Thanks, Ash

Disclaimer: I do not own any of VA, not the sexy Russian God, Christian, Eddie or even Rose. The mighty Richelle Mead owns them all!

Chapter 1

DPOV

KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK. I had just been having the most vivid and sexy dream about Roza when I hear the banging begin. I rolled over in my bed to see it was only 6:00 am. Who the hell is beating my door down at this hour! "Who is it?" I yell as I put on clothing and wipe the sleep from my eyes. "It's Tasha". I mutter what I think about being woke up this early in my native language, which is Russian. I hear Tasha laugh as I open the door, crap I forgot she can understand my language unlike my Roza. She runs in and throws her arms around my neck. Crap she is excited about something. "Tash what is it that convinced you to wake me up at this ungodly hour?" "Well Dimka, I have news, great news," she begins. "What is it Tash?" I see that she is debating what to say until she finally blurts out, "I'm PREGNANT!"

What the hell? I feel like I've been sucker punched. "Are you sure Tash? Its been a while since that one night." "Yes I'm absolutely positive! I just had Dr. Finn at the clinic confirm it, I'm 13 weeks pregnant!"

Oh sweet Jesus my Roza is going to kill me when I tell her that Tasha is pregnant and that means I'm going to have to leave her.

RPOV

17 year old Rose Hathaway ran across campus toward the gym knowing she was late, not bad late though. As she burst thorough the double doors she gave her Russian God a small smile while saying, "I'm only like 5 minutes late! that's an improvement. Right Comrade? Dimitri sighed as he told Rose there was a change in plans. "Practice has been cancelled until farther notice. Today you will be released after we talk." Rose had a look of sheer ocnfusion on her face, "okay?" "I think you should sit down" he tells her. She still wears a look of confusion on her beautiful face but does what he asks. "Okay Comrade, I'm on my ass. What's up?" "Tasha is pregnant" he blurts out. Rose looked up with many emotions playing on her face, "What the hell are you talking about? I thought you loved me!" I felt the slow burn as hot tears filled my eyes. I will be strong, I will not let him see me break. I slipped my guardian mask back on before I looked back into his eyes.

"Roza please let me explain," Dimitri started, only to be interrupted by me. "Please save the BS. Your as bad as the Moroi who use us Dhampir women." she stated icily. "You used me as a play toy, all the while you were screwing that bitch too! How could you?" she said as her eyes welled again. Before he could open his mouth to try and explain to me how it had happened, I realized something, "You were with her, like together weren't you? She can give you everything I cant. A family. that's why you were with her. You were trying to start a family." I said in a flat voice, even to my ears I could hear there was no emotion behind what I just said. "NO, No Roza, that is not it. You are wrong." Dimitri started, but I raised a hand to stop him. "Please Guardian Belikov, spare me. I understand your want for children more than anything. You owe me no explanation." With that I mustered up all the strength I had left and walked away. Once I had safely made it out of the gym I ran, I ran as fast as I could back to my dorm room, ignoring all the stares I got. When I reached my room I locked the door and fell down on my bed and let the sobs overtake my body.

DPOV

She doesn't get it. I need to explain but Tasha was here. She was at my door when I got back wanting to know when we were leaving. Yes Tasha is pregnant, and yes I accepted her offer, not because I love her or ever will but because she is pregnant, with my child, and needs my protection. We're leaving the school in 2 hours, and as much as it hurts I know my Roza will never give me the time to explain what happened. So I sit down at my desk to write a letter telling her everything, all the while hoping and praying to the good God above she will read it.

OKAY! Good or Bad? Continue or Stop? Review and let me know if I should go on!

ASH