„It´s so hot!", said the brown haired 16 year old High Scholar. He just wanted the last P.E. hour right before vacation to end. He looked around and then starred at his Classmates. „Sora! You are in our team! Get up and get your lazy ass over here!" Wakka shouted. Annoyed he looked at his friends. He didn´t want to!
Because Riku knew that if he continued sitting there, the hour would only get longer, he went up to Sora from behind and threw him over his shoulder. He didn´t even listen to his friends afflictions and took him to Wakka and the others, who starred at him in surprise. He let Sora go and went back to his own group.
"On the floor again Sora?", Tidus said. "Just shut up, Tidus.", Sora said. -"No really….when did RIku attack you the last time?" Sora felt his cheeks heating up and he felt his cheeks turning red. He couldn´t even give an answer, as Tidus was suddenly lying on the ground. Kairi gave him a head butt he would probably still feel next year.
It was unbearable hot, Riku always hat a delicate feeling for the heat. He always felt it more than others….except Vincent , Soras homeroom teacher. But he knew that this hour would end to.
As the bells rang he wanted to go to the shower room but the Coach, Auron , kept him and Sora from showering. He blabbered something about Rikus note and Soras attitude in class….Sora didn´t even try to listen. He was captivated by Soras appearance he puted….and he just looked to cute as he did.
As the Coach was done, Riku and Sora went to the shower room.
Still pouting Sora went forward. Finally he griped:" I don´t like your behavior….my friends already think I don´t have any manliness."
Riku just had to laugh "What manliness?"
At first Sora was fascinated, when did he hear Riku laugh the last time?But after he understood what Riku was just saying he hurried to the shower room….nobody was there anymore.
Riku looked around. They were alone. He went to his locker, got undressed, took his towel and got in a shower cubicle. He had to clam himself. He knew he liked Sora, he knew that since they came back to Destiny Islands, and he also knew…Sora didn´t feel like that for him. But he just couldn´t help but imagine how he would kiss Sora. As he heard the shower beside him turning off , he knew he had to get back to reality. Sora mustn´t notice it…he knew that.
Sora got his boxers before he looked after his Spikes….he loved them…he went to a basin and sat down on the edge of it. He thought about the last hour… why didn´t it care about Riku touching him like that…or better why was his heart thumping all the time when he was around Riku or thought about him….he threw his towel to his things and then starred at the ceiling.
Riku had, like always, taken his boxer shorts to the shower cubicle. He tried not to think about Sora, but it was impossible as he turned around. Sora was sitting on the edge of a basin, his hair still wet, the waterdrops rolling down the upper part of his body. His Eyes starring on the ceiling as if he was thinking about something important. To Riku he looked like an angel. He felt how a slight blush was spreading on his face. Shit. He knew that Sora would find out that he loved him, if he saw the blush. Knee-jerking he turned around. He began to slightly shake….this had to stop.
Suddenly Sora noticed that Riku was out of the shower. He looked at him. Riku stood with the back to Sora, and he noticed that Riku was shaking. He jumped from the basin and sneaked up to Riku. He layed a hand on Rikus back, and Riku flinched at the touch. He stood right before Riku and looked at his face. "Riku?...Is everything alright? You are red…do you have a fever?"He straightened his arm to touch Rikus forehead, but Riku grapped his wrists and pushed him against the wall.
He knew he would lose control. He knew that the blush in his face was disappearing, and he knew. He wanted to take Sora, right now. He wanted to release Soras wrists, but his desire was stronger than his mind. He leaned closer to Sora. He could smell Soras shampoo….it smelled like strawberries. He smelled alluring.
Sora was pushed against the wall, and he could fell Rikus breath against his skin. Rikus face got closer, Sora was torn between floating on cloud nine and being shocked. He looked deep in Rikus eyes and wanted to say something, but Riku was faster……
Riku pressed his lips against Soras. They were soft and adjusted themselves his a bit rougher lips. They were….warm, Riku thought about what to do next…..he knew he would be hated by Sora, so why not go a little further? He let his tongue slip out of his mouth , sliding it against Soras lip.
He waited for his reaction.
What the heck…….what is he doing Sora didn´t know what to do. He couldn´t do anything, he was confused…..and he couldn´t breathe, but he knew what would happen if he opened his mouth, and he was to scarred for that. Suddenly he felt something wet on his lip. He knew what Riku wanted to do….but did he want that to? He couldn´t help it…he had to pen his mouth to breath…..
Riku had to hold back a laughter….he knew Sora would forget that he could breathe through his nose. Of course, he didn´t hesitate and pushed his tongue in Soras mouth. He explored every inch of Soras mouth….he didn´t want to forget this feeling. In this moment he didn´t care if Sora wanted it or not. He just wanted to taste Sora….he tasted like chocolate, which he probably ate before P.E., but underneath it, there was something else….he didn´t know how to describe it…it was just to good.
He didn´t know how he should react. On one side ….he was totally shocked, that Riku did this, on the other side, he was happy that Soras love wasn´t one-sided. He felt Rikus tongue, and he couldn`t help but shiver in arousal. He let his tongue slide against Rikus. And he hoped for an end…..but he knew…deep inside he wanted Riku to go further.
Soras reaction amused Riku…he never knew Sora could do things with his tongue like that…..it was …arousing. But he thought about it….maybe Sora just did this because he wanted Riku to stop….this thought hurt him…He suddenly got more demanding… but then …he noticed that what he did was wrong….he just kissed his best friend who probably was angry, hurt and sad …it hurt Riku…..he let Sora go…he dressed himself and went to the door….then he whispered : " i´m sorry….Sora". His voice cracked a bit at his name …but he knew he wouldn´t begin to cry…..he wasn´t like that. He left….knowing that Sora was still starring at him.
Sora stood there….like rooted on the spot…. Did he just kiss heartthrob Riku, his best friend….his childhood friend. His face was getting hotter….he was close to turn insane. He ran throughthe whole shower room (which wasn´t tiny at all) shouting like he just saw a ghost. "Sora! What´s wrong?!" Oh no…..coach Auron…saw everything? " Ähem…it´s you coach….I-I-I thought I was alone….ummm…did you see?" "What should I have seen?"…."Umm…nothing…nothing at all " Sora laughed a nervous laughter. Auron looked at him…"Well….if you don´t want to sleep here…then you better dress yourself and get home." "Yes…that´s what I was about to do…."
Still bright red, he ran the looooong corridor to the school gate. As he could finally see it, he saw Kairi standing there. " And, have you calmed down, Sora?", she asked.
As Riku heard Sora scream, he knew…he didn´t like it. He wanted to turn back time, but naturally that would only happen in his dreams. As he came to the gates, he saw Kairi standing there. She looked at him and asked what he did to Sora now. " I kissed him….what else should I have done?"
Sure, Kairi knew that Riku loved Sora, after all she always was around them. She looked at him again, and then she sighted:" You must have better control over yourself Riku, or else you will do things you will regret deeply." Yeah right, he should have better control over his desires, if he were somebody else, he would have raped Sora already…he was only human…even he had his ambits
He gave her a last hurt and sad look, and then went on.
"Yeah, everythings alrigh….say…did you see Riku…I have something to tell him…"Kairi chuckled. " über was den?" –„something…personal." She chuckled again „ Do you mean…the kiss?" Sora was schocked. How could she-? Did she-? But how? "What?! What kiss? If you think that Riku kissed me in the shower room-." Now he said to much. " Don´t panic Sora, Riku told me. I think you really should speak with him, he looked hurt….did you do something?"……."I did something?!?!?" HE jumped at me like a tiger" " HE pushed his tongue in my mouth! It was HIM!! HIM alone!!"-" If you talk a bit louder, then I think they would even hear you in New York"Sora totally forgot, that they still stood in front of the school. He turned red again. "Let´s just walk home" The whole way, they didn´t speak one word. In his room, he threw himself on his bed and thought about the day. Rikus kiss….he actually liked it. And it gave him the affirmation that Riku liked him too. On the other side….he was still slightly shocked over the events. He would sleep this night, and tomorrow he would ask Riku about it.
Riku got home, got lasagna out of the freezer and pushed it in the oven, he took some cola and sat down on his couch. He turned on his TV and zapped through the channels as if he was searching for something. He turned the TV off again, laid his head in his hands and sighted. It would only be natural if Sora hated him…after all…..he proverbial attacked him in the shower room.
The oven let out a small "beep" to confirm the owner that his food was ready. Riku didn´t really taste the lasagna…he was still in thoughts….it got late and Riku went to bed….he still thought about Sora, and what more he could have done in the shower room….he could have gotten Sora to moan, groan and sight in pleasure….What the Hell am I thinking!? He tried to think about nothing and to sleep…he knew he wouldn´t fall asleep…..
2am……Sora still wasn´t sleeping. He crept past his mother and went to the beach. Sora looked at the silver strife that floated over the sea…till he looked at the full moon. He breathed in the air, it smelled a bit like salt. He wanted to go as someone grabbed his arm…..
1:30am…..there wasn´t any hope for Riku to get some sleep. So he got up and went down the beach, he laid down on the grass nearby and looked at the full moon. As he looked on his watch, it was already 2:18am…..he stood up and wanted to go as he saw brown haired went up to him and grabbed his arm. He noticed what he did and let him go….he wanted to go away as something happened….he could only have imagined.
Sora turned around …and really…there was Riku. He couldn´t help but remember the "shower scene" He turned red again. Riku looked at him….shocked as if he remembered something he regretted. The thought about that made Sora insecure. Riku let Soras arm go and 2 weeks ago Sora wouldn´t have cared, but now…he needed Rikus warmth. He wanted to taste Rikus rough lips a last time. He couldn hold back, he took the chance and wanted to attack Riku. But he was stronger than he thought, and because of that Sora kind of fell over Riku and rolled over to the coast. Riku had to laught. That was sooo embarrassing sora sat up and chuckled embarrassed, till Riku slowly came near Sora.
Riku didn´t know what Sora was about to do, but he had to laugh, it looked so came closer to Sroa and wanted to give him a hand to stand up. Sora hesitated for a short moment but took his hand. Soras hand was warm, and his hair slightly wet. Sora noticed Rikus stare and grinned shyly. Riku had to hold back a cuckle…..he looked to Sora stood again, Riku leaned forward, laid his head on Soras shoulder and slowly whispered:" I love you". He didn´t want to stand there any longer, but this time, Sora grabbed his arm.
Sora took Rikus arm and smiled. He was happy…..really happy. Without a word he laid his head against Rikus chest and Riku laid his chin on Soras head. " We can´t tell anyone except Kairi…right?" Riku just nodded. Sora looked in Rikus eyes…."That´s worth it". Riku smiled and the Sora crushed his lips against Rikus.
Riku was to happy to say anything, he just nodded , and as Sora looked in Rikus eyes, and as he let his lips chrush against his, his control over his desire vanished. He didn´t want to let go. He wanted him for himself. And if anybody would have dared to look at him with the wrong look, he would show everybody that he is his alone. No matter how.