SUICIDE
becasue we all love this song. And we all love hichi x ichi, so why not work of it?
You're way too beautiful, boy
that's why it'll never work
you'll have me suicidal suicidal
when you say it's over
he could kill him. A million times over. He could kill him, and he wouldn't even know it. He could make him commit suicide.
It was the way his king never turned to him when he was lonely, right inside his head, ignoring him.
It was the way he was drop dead gorgeous. He could kill him, he really could. He could kill anybody. His heart was gonna break, that beauty and those fiery eyes and that un-abashed passion.
His heart was being burnt. A million times over.
It was how ichigo didn't love him. Ichigo didn't care for him. Ichigo was afraid of him. And more than anything, frightening the one you love hurts.
In all rights, he shouldn't really even care. But he did. He cared so much it hurt. He was a hollow god dammit! And even though his love of death and destruction reached far into his soul, his love for his one and only king reached farther.
He hated it when it rained, not for the selfish reason of feeling sorrow, at being stuck in that lonesome, dreadful quiet world while it was raining. But because when ichigo's heart was raining, it meant ichigo was sad. And he'd give up the sun and moon and stars just to see ichigo eternally happy. Or at least happy for more than a week.
He'd kill him. He'd murder him. He'd drown him and assassinate him and suffocate him. A million times over. He'd make him throw himself off a bridge. Or slit his wrists. Or over dose. A million times over. You could go insane on that beautiful boy. That addictive beautiful fiery boy. He'd burn oh he'd burn.
And while he's burning. While he's dying, while he's falling. There was only ichigo, his king.
I am you faithful horse, always by your side until I am taken down.
And he could cry when it was him who was being touched by ichigo's hands, those random women ichigo picked up, trying to ebb his never ending loneliness.
I could do that. I don't want you to cry. I could save you.
And he'd die, a million times over. Just to be able to touch ichigo in that way. To feel his skin on his, to feel him close to him. To make ichigo burn the way he did. He'd give anything to feel that passion he gave freely to all those women. And none to him.
I give you my power I protect you. All I want, almighty king, is just a little of your passion.
He could die, he could cry. He could commit suicide. And all he could do was burn, watch helplessly, silently, as all that passion was given away, all that love and fire. And none was returned.
I could love you. I could love you more than I love life itself.
He could commit suicide.
And maybe he would.
OWARI!
So. What do you think? Yaoi, hichixichi, angst and I can assure you that one of you out there is crying. I think my job here is done! Hope you enjoyed!