Authors Notes - YAAAAH! So the first chapter of this fanfic is donnnneeee *mini virtual party* So yesss leave your comments and reviews and so on. I hope ya'll like it 33 ILY ALLLL

I lay intwined in the warm bedsheets. My head gently rising and falling in sync with Niall's breathing. Before I even opened my eyes I could tell that he was awake. His arms weren't around me and he wasn't stroking my head and humming like usual. I knew something was wrong.

My eyes flickered open and I saw Niall lying there, dressed only in his jeans. I turned myself around to face him and propped up on one elbow.

"Alright, so what's wrong?"

He looked down at me, his face paler than usual.

"Nothing, I just wanted to let you sleep." He said, though his voice was tense and not reassuring. I moved closer to him, but his arms still lay where they were.

"Niall, you know you can tell me anything right?"

"Of course I do darlin'" I tried not to swoon at his adorable accent.

"Then why aren't you telling me what's wrong?" He sighed and his gorgeous blue eyes avoided mine.

"I don't want to upset you Tammy, you're barely awake." I playfully punched his stomach.

"Oh just tell me already!"

"Well, the management w-want us to tour."

I really think my heart completely stopped beating. I hadn't been seeing Niall that much anyway, since he was in the studio with the rest of the boys recording the album. But a tour? How long would that take? At least 8 or 9 months.

"w-what?" My voice broke halfway through talking.

"Darling I'm so sorry. I've done everything I can to get out of this. But I can't neglect the fans like this. They've been waiting for a tour since we left X Factor."

I shut my eyes, trying to contain the tears. But it was apparently unsuccessful as his hands made there way around my neck and he wiped away the tears dripping down my cheek. He was surprised when I pushed his hand away. So was I.

"Love please. You know I want to stay here with you."

"You're killing my buzz with all this Niall!" I raised my hands in the air and dropped them. They landed with a smack against his chest. I don't even think he noticed.

"You know that you and those boys are equally as important. You expect me to give it up after all the hard work."

I shook my head.

"I'm sorry, I don't mean it it's just the shock."

He nodded at me and kissed me gently on my forehead before getting up and walking out of the room. I rolled over onto my back and lay there staring at the ceiling. Thinking that only last night I was blissfully unaware of the fact that Niall was going to be leaving me very soon.

**LATER**

I walked into the living room later that day after I'd had a shower and cleaned myself up. There sat my 4 best friends and the one most important thing in my life. He looked at me and opened his arms. I walked towards him and sat down in his arms. All the boys looked at me nervously.

"We won't be leaving until April. There's still a lot of time to-"

Niall cut him off with nothing more than a glare. I held in my tears successfully this time. I couldn't be leave that this was actually going to happen. He was going to leave me, and tour the world. It was obviously something I would have to deal with.