She doesn't like her. The other Olivia.
Maybe it's because when she looks at her, she feels like she's looking at one of those funhouse mirrors, making her image contort and warp into some grotesque caricature. Maybe it's because she stands for everything she could have been, everything she might have had, if circumstances were different.
Whatever the reason, working alongside of her, finding herself on the same team as her, is difficult. It's uncomfortable. It makes her want to scream, to run far away, to shoot her and then stab her a couple times.
Which all boils down to one solid fact: She can't trust her. She won't trust her.
It doesn't help that things aren't adding up. Like why she smiles at the sight of MIT, why she cried suddenly when a certain jazz song came on the radio, why she has a sort of fond feeling toward LSD.
And why she feels such an incredible loss, like someone stole her gun, and she'll never get it back.
Night is the worst though, because then, the dreams come. Dreams that are oddly similar to the brief flashes of John's memory she used to have several years ago. In them, she sees a painfully familiar face and hears that voice that she swears she should recognize.
She can't quite remember who it is, why that person means so much to her, and honestly, it's driving her crazy. She's starting to doubt her own mind.
It's been a month since "over there' and "over here" joined together, and her whole world is shaken up.
A/N: So I felt like I had to write this after watching the Season 3 finale, because it really bothered me what the observers said about everyone not remembering Peter, and I am choosing to believe that, Olivia, Fauxlivia, Walter and Walternate do to some extent. I'm thinking about making this a 4 shot of all 4 of their perspectives, so let me know if you'd want that.
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