She was pregnant… She couldn't believe she was pregnant with Richard Castle's baby. They had been married for a year now. They never really talked about kids, but she knew some day she would want to have kids with him. Of course she wanted to have kids with him. Watching him interact with alexis, how protective he was of her and the bond they had was amazing. She always liked the fatherly side of him, it made him more attractive in some way.
Castle was out with Alexis so it gave Kate enough time to take a pregnancy test. She was feeling really sick the past two weeks and she nearly throw up at the crime scene yesterday. She told Lanie about it and she suggested she took a test. Now she was standing in the bathroom with a positive pregnancy test in her hand, no idea what to think about it.
Lanie, she had to call Lanie.
''Hi Kate, and? Did you take the test?'' Kate could hear excitement in her voice.
''Lanie, I took the test, and I can't believe it. I'm pregnant.''
Kate didn't know what to think about it, what if she was a bad mom? What if Rick didn't want this at all? She was so focused on the what if's she didn't hear Lanie's responce. '
'Kate? Kate are you still there?''
''Yes, I'm sorry I was distracted for a moment, what if Rick doesn't want this? We didn't talk about this, what if he's angry?''
''Kate, Rick loves you, you guys been married for a year now. Maybe you didn't talk about this but I think you are ready for this Kate. Rick would never be angry at you, you are giving him a child, how could he be angry?''
''Pff, Lanie I don't know. What if I'm a bad mom? I don't know how to raise a child.''
''Kate, of course your kid will love you and Rick has done this before, he is there to help you at any moment.''
''Thanks Lanie, I really needed this.''
''No problem Kate, I'm going to be a favorite aunt!''
''haha! Of course!''
She talked with Lanie for another hour before she hang up. Lanie had asked her how she would tell Rick about it, but really she had no idea. She didn't want it to be to big, just the two of them.
Her dad once told how her mom dropped hints every now and then, but he wouldn't get it so she just said one day ''I hope you're a better father than you are at understanding my hints, haha!'' Kate laughed when he told the story, she always loved to hear stories about her mom.
She was going to tell Rick tonight, but how was he going to react?
New chapter will be up soon. Sorry for language mistakes, tips are always welcome