Disclamer: I don't own Roswell, or any of the charcters, they belong to The WB and UPN. i have used a line from season one episode 6, 285 South, also metion of season 2 episode 5 End of the World, i may have used lines from it not sure.

This is a post Graduation fic, its my first attempt so feed back is welcomeboth good and bad, but be gentle... hope you enjoy the ride.

CC, inlcudes a new love for kyle, mostly M/L but includes everyone.

June 12th 2003

Journal entry one, Im Liz Evans, and if some one told me a year ago i would be sitting here in this cramped van driving down this road again, i would prob have laughed at them.

You see june 12th 2002 was ment to be the day i died, again. But like we always do we found a way to live...escape..., we ran, from the only home wehave ever knowen, the six of us became a family, we are eachother strenghts. Don't get me wrong their have been times over the last year i have wanted to blow up the van and chance it with the FBI, but in the end we worked out every problem, togther, us six against the world.

So much has happened in the last year after we crashed graduation, (somhow i don't think the class of 2002 will be forgot antime soon) Max and i were married on June 20th 2002, saying i do, was the best thing i have done in my life, it wasn't the elvis chapel, but it was perfect. we sent my orignal journal to my parents, with insrutions to let my mom and marias mom read it. now they no the truth. it was in a way freeing i felt less guilty about leaving them, like with an explation i was less of a disapontment to them. Max told me i was being silly and i was in no way a disaponment to anyone. he always nos the right thing to say, god i love him,

ahhhh maria would yell if she saw that, shes always saying max and i get lost in eachother, and its true, anyway back to the story.

We drove around for 4 months, from place to place across the country always one step ahead of the special unit. then in september isabel started having these strange dreams, like somone was trying to dreamwalk her. After 3 weeks of this, they became clear, Lerek was dreamwalking Isabel with some intersting news. Seems our buddy Kivhar was having problems on Antar, the people were sick of his rule and were uprising. to gain control once and for all Kivhar was arranging an alien hit squad to wing its way to earth to take care of the royal four once and for all.

Lerek expalined that he had sent a team of 50 soilders to earth to help the royal four, in hopes we would return to antar to sort out the goverment, when Isabel informed Lerek on the situationand earht and tess's death he told us to get back to new mexico asap. he gave Isabel directions to a ranch which the soilders were staying. We got there as soon as possible.

As soon as we arrived at the camp we met Tomo the last Antarian general, other then Micheal, alive. As Max and i step out of the van hand in hand, Tomo bowed "your highness, i can't belive this day has come."

He looked at Max and my still joined hands, and bowed again this time at me, "your highness," for half a second i thought he thought i was Tess, Max looked at me and smiled as he said, "thank you...ahhh?"

"Tomo, your highness i was a general in your army" Max smiled agian, "Tomo, this is my wife, Liz." Tomo smiled and me and bowed again.

"Lerek informed me of the situation sir. but i don't see a problem the power in your wife is strong, she will complete the four square." i was in shock, Tomo expalined becasue max heeled me, and i was changed, when tess died the power shifted and because of the connection max and i share, and the fact that he took me as his wife, and i was now queen, we completed the four square. After the rest of the introductuions we were showen to our quaters. then the second suprise hit...We learnt that, Cal Langley was there also. He was arranging to take care of the last members of the special unit, he and three other soilders were assigned to "clean up the mess" created by the unit.

The Ranch was owned by Cal, it consisted of one large house, well its more of a mansion, it has 12 bed rooms, that's were max, Michael, Isabel, kyle, maria and i stayed, with Tomo his wife and daughter, Cal and a few other high ranking soldiers.

The other soldiers and there families, who we met later on in the first day, stayed in the 5 other houses on the ranch. Cal informed Max that the ranch was 200 acres most of it being desert, but the whole complex was fenced and had security. He also told us how he and the three other soldiers would be leaving in the morning to take care of the FBI situation. We learnt that we were about 6 hours from Roswell but until the fbi was taken care of we couldn't risk contacting anyone. We met Tomo's daughter, Serena, she knew a LOT about the granolith. i realised she was the same Serena future max talked about. She and Kyle hit it of, Big time.

For the next 8 months we trained, waited, trained, trained and waited, for Cals FBI take down, finally 2 weeks ago he returned. They were vague on what happened, but the small bit i heard made me not want to know what they did. However i almost jump out of my skin when Max said we were safe. We have been in contact with Lerek, as far as he could tell Kivhar had not sent his hit squad, yet.

Oh i should probably mention that all the aliens Lerek sent down, had a human form, they were not shape shifters, like Cal and Nesado. they could only take two forms an alien form and a human form.

We have all changed so much,

Isabel, at first was depressed and heartbroken at having left Jesse, but i know she visits him often in his dreams. she has changed so much over the last four years. i use to think of Isabel as the Elle McPherson of the sophomore class. Now that i know her, i realise that yes she looks perfect, and in many ways she is, but she's also, now, my sister. I can turn to her for anything, she has lost people she loves, just like i have, to the alien abyss. and we now stand united, beside the man we both love (in a very differant way) ready to take on the world, and to fight for a future we both want more then anything in the world.

Michael, i never use ot think about Michael Geruin that much, i always kinda thought he was a punk. and in a way i was right, but oh so worng. He is my best friends long time, on/off love. My first and only loves, best friend. Hes the perfect general, strong loyal,a fighter. but hes also ruthless and impulsive. he fights for what he belives in, hes hard to crack,but over the last year we have grown closer, he is the protector of the group. He and Maria are perfect for eachother, they are truly eachothers other half.

Maria, my lifelong bestfriend, she's always there for me, she has given up so much, for me, for Michael, for max. she's the strongest person i no. words can't even begin to explan the love i have for my best friend hse has always been right beside me. over the last 8 months, max and Michael have had to leave for weeks at a time, for training and tasks they decied were to dangerous for any of our group other than them, typical. maria and i lived in each others pockets over those weeks, both understanding with out words how the other felt. Maria always said she was going to be my wacky side kick,when i look at her now she haschanged so much some times i don't realise its her, until you hear her and Michael screming at each other...

Kyle, he started the journey as my boyfriend, became the jelous slighty stalkerish ex, to a trusted friend, we united by the fact Max heeled us both, over the last year he has changed agian, he has become our protctor when max and Michael were away. his realtionship with Serena has devolped as well. in to a non firndship non full on realtionship, they are sort of in a limbo, bith unsure of how to move forward, nut neaither wanting to step back, maybe i need to give a little push...

Serena, our newest member, she is the only child of Tomo, she is as tall as Izzy, with long sandy blonde hair, and dark brown eyes, she's sweet and caring, but not afried to speak her mind. she is in a way a lot like me, she is very smart, and knows a lot about the granolith, which she informed us is not destroyed the ship as it turns out was not the granolith.she and i hit it off striaght away, just as future max said we would. She is very nervous about this trip were taking, she hasn't said anyhting, but i can tell.

Max, my husband, soul mate, lover, best friend, their are not any words to describe my feelings towards max. We have been though so much over the last 4 years, and it all started casue he loved me enough to save me, even if it ment that he would risk his entire existance in the process. Don't get me wrong, hes not perfect, he has stuffed up big time in the past, but our love for eachother survied,and grew. And every day i thank god for bringing him to me, i don't think i could live with out him.

So a lot has happened in the last year, as i look around over the six faces sitting in the cramped van with me, i smile knowing that the road we were driving on could only lead me one place,

home to Roswell...