This was it. Deep breathe and slowly let it out. Shiver.
He couldn't hear the screams and shouts, he couldn't see the look of horror and sadness on his fellow team mates, he couldn't see those flashing lights.
All he knew was he was going to die.
He had suffered deep cuts to his torso and had been and still was bleeding fast, his face had bruises, bones broken, he could move as the pain was torture without moving. His eyes flickering to close but still not giving up.
I move my eyes and saw Abby's tear streak face, i saw her trying to fight to be close, to be near me yet not strong enough to go there, i saw McGee with a look of blankness unable to comprehend what was happening, I knew that McGee will never truly understand or get to grips with what he had seen but then again none of the team would, My eyes move on and saw Ziva, Ziva things had changed between them after what happened and just as it was beginning to straighten out life decided it was time to end. I quickly look away as I see Ziva cling on to hope that a miracle will happen as she holds back the tears her clutching her Star of David necklace tightly that her knuckles where white her lips moving as she prays, It's such a sad and almost private sight, I cannot bear to see her this way. I back down the cold, dark ally I was left in and I see Palmer and Ducky desperately trying their best to make it less painful and try and stop the bleeding but all hopes are lost there. I see Gibbs holding my hand giving me support like he would to a fellow marine injured in battle, he stares at me; I know what he is saying through his eyes, even though I want you to fight to survive I know you won't so I'm sorry but you can go now you don't have to fight we'll make it through somehow but we are all going to miss you.
They are all around me now surrounding me off from the noise and the lights, giving me the strength and support. They say goodbye after having a small fight as they don't want to say goodbye as goodbye means giving up and they don't want to give up hope just yet. I try and speak ,I stutter it out some is left unsaid
I'm sorry for everything I put you through I love you you are my family and I always will don't be sad I never wanted you to be Goodbye Semper Fi I will never be far way from you ,I will always be by your side
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