This is my first Grissom / Sara story.

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Chapter 1

(Sara)

I was sitting in the locker room after a long night, thinking about my life and what I must have done to be treated so bad, first my nightmare of a childhood, when my teens in foster care and when my adult life where every think is going wrong the man I love don't love or care about me and if he does care he doesn't show it, and if he loves me when I don't understand why he is ignoring me all the time.

Maybe I should just leave but where would I go, I don't want to go back to San Francisco, I always wanted to see the city of Miami I think I will go there, I just have to pack and resign, and this time I will not stay just because he wants' me to or sends me a plant.

"I'm leaving for ever" I said I hadn't seen that some one had come in the locker room or that I had just said my last sentence out loud.

"You are what?" asked a voice from behind me, the voice sounded just like Catherine but why does she care, I know she told me to just ask him out but that doesn't mater when he turns me down, first time I asked was years ago after the lab exploded and he turned me down back then, what I don't understand is why I did what she said when I all ready had a feeling that he would turn me down again.

I got up from the bench and started to take my things out of my locker "I didn't know you where here" I said hoping she would just forget what I said or at least kip it to herself.

"You can't leave we need you Grissom needs you" she told me, she doesn't know that she is talking about know one needs me and especially not Grissom.

"No, no one needs me" I told her, I put my things in my bag pack where I have spare closes in, every thing should could be in it since I don't have many thing in my locker.

"What the hell are you talking about Sara of course we need you" Catherine was almost yelling at me, I put my bag on the floor and sat back down on the bench.

"No" I said, I took my legs up to my chest and put my head down between my legs and started to cry, I don't like crying in front of people and especially not in front of Catherine, but I couldn't hold it in any longer.

I could hear Catherine come closer to me, I don't know why she cares so much we aren't even friends, she came even closer to me and sat down on the bench beside me. "Sweetie what is wrong" she asked me, she put one of her arms around me and pulled me closer to her, and I put my head on her shoulder.

"I can't take it any more" I said to her hoping she would understand what I was talking about.

"Sweetie have you tried to ask him out again, I know you did years ago after the lab exploded, and normally it is the man who is asking the woman out, but Grissom just can't get his head out of his ass to see what is right in front of him" Catherine told me.

"I did" I wisped, hopefully she would understand she always knows what is going on or what people are talking about, and if she doesn't she will get it out of them.

"When?" she asked me I don't really feel like talking about it, but know mater what she will find out so I better tell her from the beginning, instead her dragging it out of me.

I looked down on my watch to see have long it had been since I asked him out the last time, "Around half an hour ago" I said, tears started to run down my cheeks again.

"Oh sweetie, he is an ass, do you want me to call Jim?" Catherine said, and I know for sure that Grissom is an ass and maybe I should let Catherine call Brass I need some advise. Ever since I started to work here I have seen Brass as a father figure and he treats me like I was his daughter and I like it.

"Could you?" I asked, I just want to go home and I'm sure Catherine will not let me drive on my own, and I don't want her to take me home it will just feel to weird, so I want Jim to take me home and when I maybe could talk to him.

"Of course, when he can drive you home and I will find Grissom and kick his ass for being a complete idiot" Catherine said wile giving me a big smile, I don't know why but when I'm sad and it has something to do with Grissom she is always on my side.

"Sure" I said I really need Brass.

Catherine took her cell phone out of her jeans pocket and dialled Brass's number, and she put it on speaker so I could hear what they are talking about "Brass" answered a voice on the other end.

"Hi Brass I need your help" said Catherine, why is it she never says what it is she needs help with?

"What is that Catherine?" Brass asked.

"I need you to take Sara home" Catherine told Brass, I hope he isn't doing something so he can't come and get me.

"What happened?" Brass asked Catherine.

"Grissom turned her down" Catherine told Brass, there wasn't said any more, they both just hung up there phones and not even 5 minutes later Brass was standing in the door way to the locker room waiting for me to get my things so we could go home.

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