Summary: It's one year later, and Catherine has a talk with Grissom. Sara comes to a realization.

Disclaimer: I do not own these characters. They belong to CBS.

A/N: This is a crossover with Ghost Whisperer. So if you don't know much about that, you may have trouble following in later chapters, but I may help with that if you need it. Thanks for reading!

Chapter 1: One Year Later

I sit in the chair across from Grissom. A case file is in front of him, but he hasn't read a single word. He's been staring at it for the past half hour or better. I don't really keep track of time much anymore.

Just then Catherine comes in. She looks almost as sad as Grissom. But I'm sure the pain she feels is nowhere close.

No one seems to be happy anymore. The atmosphere here is always gloomy. I have no idea why I even stick around here. I need to leave. I've needed to for a while.

But I can't.

I don't even see it anymore. I saw it for a while, but I realized I couldn't leave and soon it went away.

If I want to go, and I do, I need help. There has to be someone out there who can help me see it again. The peace I felt was unimaginable, but once I remembered the reason I couldn't, I no longer felt at peace.

Catherine walks toward the chair I'm in. I move and she sits where I was. "You want to talk about it?"

"About what?"

"Come on Grissom, you know what, Sara. It's been a year ago today. It would be good to talk about her."

A year! I look at the calendar, and sure enough, May 17, 2008. One year later. Like I said, I don't really keep track of time anymore.

"No." Grissom says stern reply.

"Come on Grissom. You need to. Whenever someone brings her up, you turn away, and pretend that her dying was no big deal. You two dated for 2 ½ years. Now, you sulk around here like you couldn't get anymore depressed, yet you won't even talk about the only person you ever loved..."

"STOP IT! I don't want to talk about her. I can't. It hurts too much. I loved her more than anything, and now she's gone. She left me all alone. And I can't stand to think about her, but it's all I do. I hate her for what she did. I just don't understand why she would die on me. She didn't even say goodbye." Grissom burst out, tears flowing down his face. He buried his face in his hands. Catherine walked around the desk, and put her arms around him for comfort.

"You can't blame her Griss. I'm sure she didn't want to leave."

I didn't. I held on for as long as I could. The last thing I wanted to do was die and leave him here. Tonight my biggest fear about dying came true.

He hates me.

Now I know that I definitely need to find someone to help me.

I walk over and place my hand on his head. "I will find a way to say goodbye. I love you. Please don't hate me."

I leave to find someone to help. I have no idea where to go, but I will find a way.

TBC

Do any GW fans know where the show takes place in. I have no idea. Thanks.