Yes this does mention sucide..or close to not actually anyways
Also this...
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Will I lose my Dignity
Will someone Care
Will I awake tomorrow
From this Nightmare
Will I Lose from RENT
The Circle.
Rose Haven, a senior made her way to the stage, to where her fellow Glee Club were sitting in a circle. She put her glasses back on, thankful that it was clean now. She pushed her blonde bangs out of her eyes and put her ipod away. She was more the background girl.
Pov. Rose
I didn't expect Rory to have peanut butter for the first time or what was going to happen next.
Mr. Shu wanted us on stage, I don't consider me part of the group but he wanted me to be there. I didn't expect to be told about Mr. Shue's sucide attempt or to tell my story.
It started with Mercedes saying nobody here would try that.
"I did" I said quietly everyone turn to me, the girl who never spoke but dance and helped.
"Mr. Shue, is it all right if I tell my story" I asked. He nodded. Everyone was looking at me, which made me look down.
"Before I tell, I want this to be out there, I don't want to die" I said looking up at all the faces, and then looked down.
"1st of all, someone committing suicide does not make them a coward. Everyone has this one thing that pushes them over the age. It could be anything really and the worse part is nobody cares till the person is gone" I said looking at them all.
"I was scared, I'm still scared, the bullying was non stop, the threats, the rocks thrown at me, the money, I was scared, and then I heard a boy in my grade. His name was Mitch and he killed himself, during Easter break, he wrote a note to his friends and family saying it wasn't there fault. He couldn't take the pressure, it hurt, I mean I knew this kid, he was nice, we played Lava tag together, it was so weird..." I said trailing off.
You can do this Rosie I thought. Mercedes pat my hand.
"The school before I move her was okay. I was in choir, I spent my time in library. People just stop talking to me. I mean just stop, it was like I was invisible, like I didn't exist. Some didn't they threw money at me, made me cry. Students called me name followed me. Boys would be nice talk to me then laugh in my face" I didn't cry yet, but tears where threatening to fall down my face.
I look up, people were quite, girls had tears going down there face.
"So then I came here, It was a new start, nothing would go wrong. But what they did at my old school just haunted me"
"I was planning to kill myself after school, nobody would notice, I would just take a knife and stab myself...but something stop me" I said quietly with a smile.
"Strangely enough, I was walking past a room when I heard a group of people singing. I open the back door to see what was going on. It was well ago, Keep Holding on which made me cry. You guys saved my life" I said ending it with a small smile.
There was a group hug, and a lot of tears and for the first time in while, I was Happy.
Author note
I been there... I almost killed myself.
I hate myself
I have depression
But I don't want to die
If your reading this and you're going through the same thing
You're not alone