Author's notes: Hello everyone. This is Simy's cousin. You can call me Emma. I've been asked to prof read the chapters and re-upload them. Thanks to all the readers and reviewers. Sadly, the old readers have to wait till May for the actual 36th chapter to be posted. So here I'm with this job for few months (I guess). Hopefully, the new readers can take advantage of this story being re-posted!

Disclaimer: I do not own beyblade and this plot rightfully belongs to 'Cutetyhil'. All her songs are in italic bold, while that which is taken rightfully belong to the singers that'll be in normal bolds.

Chapter: 1 ~ Forsaken myself.

(Hilary's POV)

Life always does not need to be harsh. I'm living a solitary life, having myself solely as the confiding person and maturing up faster because I have to and learning more than required because I need to, keeping myself aloof because I have to, burying all the depressed, hurtful thoughts, words, incidents deep in heart that could never back be excavated, reminding myself of the mistakes I made in the past that I'm coping up now; well perhaps I never made a mistake leaving my home… I'll less or never regret, not a girl like me, Hilary Tachibana, about that thing. Yeah, because I know that we need to be just true to ourself and be independent, capable of handling our self, powering over our brain and…heart, the toughest thing that any one, or a girl could do; I mean it's not easy for a girl to always listen to her brain and ignore her heart for what it longs or yearns...Hmm.

But also I want to have a control on my heart and the battle between the heart and the mind is never gonna end and make a conclusion what actually should be done at distinct or certain occasions or events. Whatever- And now I am leaving on my own, yeah, at an age of sixteen- deserted myself from the people I want to love because I cannot stand the pain inflicted on me. I was being patient not until my patience ceased away completely. Well, let the sad be story left aside…

At dojo,

"Hey guys what's up!" a navy blue haired beyblader uttered who was feeling restless in the late afternoon.

"Nothing much, you see, um, just lately and lazily practicing" the Chinese beyblader said with forced smile and his mind pondering over...

"Where were you Tyson? We have been here since past an hour and grandpa said that you weren't here!" the spectacled brunette said nonchalantly.

The dual haired beyblader could be seen leaning against a wall, crossed armed and with closed eyes, his scarf streaming in air above, meditating in silence and peace, as always.

"Where's Hil? She is not seen anywhere."

"Don't know Tyson. She left after school and hadn't been." Kenny replied, seeming really busy with Dizzy.

The bluenette seemed worried a bit for her absence, he gazed down at the pond wondering what was up was with her and lately she talked much less and was busy in her own thoughts and world. God know what was behind that ruby eyes and the pain in them. He seemed to be nestling in his blue hair, covered his eyes, his fingers curled into fist and he was suddenly determined to find at least where she was.

"Tyson, are you alright?"

"Yeah, Ray."

"Hmm... Tyson lately seems restless and worried. What's up buddy? Is something wrong?"

"I m leaving…" he hushed quietly and began pacing out of dojo.

He could hear the voices as he departed. "Now get on, Kai, you are up next! And Max, get ready" Kenny began.

"Hey, what about Tyson?!"

"Huh? He left already! Oh gosh, he is lately lost in his own something!" Kenny agitated.

"Hey Ray, wanna battle me after Kai?"

"Sure Maxi"

The grey haired beyblader made this way to the dish ambling in style and ready inserting his blade in the shooter and pulling the ripcord with vigor.

"Are they any better Kenny?"

"Yeah they seemed to improve better, lately. Max's blade actually hadn't been upgraded yet as I did for Kai but he is showing no signs of weakness, that's good."

"Dranzer, Go!"

"Draceil, GO!"

The blade collided for once sending the huge turtle out of the dish and the phoenix still spinning as if never had lost its momentum ...

Max picked his blade examining it while Kai held his Dranzer and advancing towards Kenny handing his blade to him. He gave a questioning glance and asked:

"Did Tyson left already?"

" You wanna battle next after this?'' the brunette asked.

"Whatever."

Tyson rambled quietly in the quiet city lanes of Japan, still conjecturing about his late agonizing thoughts.

Nothing is alright since the past month. I cannot sleep in the night, nor I am much hungry, I am losing control on Dragoon and cannot even fight against anyone, my grades are falling as usual, not like I care but as far as Hilary said that I had to improve at my studies because beyblading cannot be taken as a profession as she thinks so. I initially felt that she was wrong, oh, but when the big mouth like her is gonna be ever wrong, she wins every argument we have nor I could fight back cause seems to be always right. Since eighth grade, my life's been changing because when I first saw her, she seemed to be fine, secluded and tranquil, but wait not until anyone made noise or tried to create commotion or pandemonium, she turned to be a snotty loud mouth, shouting, and never withstanding any of the indiscipline in the class! Mrs Kinacid was too, later scared of our arguments when I started coming late…Well no, it's nothing like we are in our junior highs and we barely argue about anything, at least, not from the past month when she started behaving sequestered .It hurts me .Why can't she be normal again, argue back till the end she win or I. She seems as if she is totally out of interest to fight me, not even our noses touch as the fight terminates soon and she simply stares at the ground and walks back, wordless.

His thoughts were suddenly interrupted as he saw a green haired, pink shirted beyblader hastening to him, happily.

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