My Darkest Thoughts

My heart says to love, but my mind says don't let it,
What made this happen? What makes me so cold?
Tears of blood pouring down making my heart turn to burning ice.
Nothing can change what I am, or what I have become.
Tis the end, there is nothing left for me.
This world has no meaning, no life, no love.
Let this blade solve everything,
Let it cast out the pain,
Bringing back to me what I have lost.
For I have nothing to ever gain.
I have nothing left for me,
Nothing..