Disclaimer yadadadada... you know the drill

You Understand…

I don't know how I got it

After all the times I gorged on food

You would think that I would be immune

To such things

Such simple things as

A sickness

Or disease

Isn't it ironic for life to end this way

By doing something we enjoy?

Funny…

I look you straight in the eye

When I say it

The pain is overpowering

But I use my last bit

Of strength to tell you

What I want

What I need

I know you don't want

It that way

But for once

Think about what I want

You can't control

What I want

Can't tell me what to do

Please listen to me

Listen to what I have to say

It may sound unreasonable

But I know what I

Am doing

Believe me

It is for the best

It may not be

The best way

But you will

Understand…

Do this one favor for me

I have not asked that

Since we were

On our journey

To find

My father

Please listen

To me

Listen for once

You know it

Is giving up

But the pain

And suffering

Is unbearable

I can't go on

This is the

Last thing I

Want to do

To you

I don't want

To rip your

Heart out

Of your body

But this must

Be done to

Give me

Peace…

Take your soul

And drive it

Through my

Heart

Then I will

No longer

Suffer from

The insanity

That is

Hurt and

Pain

Unlike you

I can't

Live forever…

You know

Deep down

That this

Is best

For me…

Take

My

Suffering

Away…

I

Can't

Talk

Any

Longer

You

Know

That

i love you

Right?

You understand…

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A/N: Well… that just had to be said… Did you understand what that meant? Or what happened? I tried to be as vague but still understandable as possible. Oh and how do you do the divider line thingy? Well please review!