autor note:
hi guys, this is my first story, so don't get mad if it's bad... I also apologize if the grammar and spelling are very bad. I'm not English, and I don't have to speak it very often ;) I hope that you enjoy the story
Me: I want to own Twilight.
SM: NO
so yeah, I don't own Twilight *yet*
XXX
summory
this is a story about Bella who cuts herself. when Edward leaves, she is alone and very, very broken. she thinks by herself that she is not good enough for him, and that's why he left. what happens when Edward and the family came back. and can they help her, or is it to late? -warning: CUTTING. don't like=don't read
BPOV
It's friday, the last day of school is coming to a end. I only have to survive gym, and me, as a clumsy girl, is gym one of the hardest subjects on school. and especially because Edward is not in this class. Edward, the one that I love and will give my life for (not that I have to, because he is a vampire of course). The one that left me broken in thousand pieces and who came back to me when I lost all hope. my head is somewhere far from school when I went in the dressingroom for gym. when I pull my shirt over my head, everyone went still for a second. I saw Jessica and Lauren looking to each other before they left. I know they saw my scars for a second, but I don't care about them, I only hope that the Cullens don't know it yet. gym went by in minutes ( it was basketball, and that means that I have to sit on the bench and look at other people play.) I walked out of the dressingroom without falling over somebody's shoes and there he was, my own god. Edward waited for me with a little bit worried look, but tried to mask it. I looked at him, but he only smiled and said that we are ging his house. I agreed about that, because I haven't saw Esme In about 2 weeks. I really miss them, even Jasper, who I don't really know. but I'm also scared that they are going to notice, because, you know, vampire eyes and smell and so...
When we sat in the car, Edward looked to me. 'Whats wrong?' I asked. But he smiled nd kissed me lightly. Nothing, my beautiful, I just love you so much!
TBC
yeah, I know it's short, just getting started guys, oh yeah, sorry for the cliff :D with three reviews I go on!