A universe apart, that is what we were now. Not only had I just lost the love of my life, I was now in a new world. Somewhere I had been only once in my life and it was a mistake. A lot like this time. It was an absolute mistake that I was here this time. Had I been quicker, stronger, and held my grip longer, I would still be traveling. That was all gone now. I had nothing, was nothing. I was stuck in a room with deathly white walls that may have been comforting to anyone besides me. Agony filled my body as I cried and realized that all I had was nothing. Sure I had my mum, Mickey and now a new Pete, but they were not who I wanted right now. I needed my Doctor, my Doctor who was now all alone also. As I cried myself dry in this white room, I thought to myself that I would stop at nothing to get back to him.
The journey to Pete's mansion was a quiet and awkward one. Occasionally Mickey would try to get me to talk about something and all I would do was snap back rude and short responses. I realize he was only trying to help, but right now, the only help I needed was to get back to my world. Finally, we made it to the oversized, extravagant mansion that did not sooth me, but disgusted me. This is not home. This is not where I grew up. This was some stranger's house. Sure, he had my dad's face, voice, and mannerisms but he was not my mum's true Pete. The real Pete was dead and gone. Mickey took me up to a bedroom that was now mine. That word, mine, nothing was mine anymore. I laughed to myself and I am sure Mickey thought I had truly lost my mind. The only thing that would be mine in this world would be sadness and loneliness. Not a room with cozy pink pillows. It looked too much like my room on the T.A.R.D.I.S. and it brought more tears to my eyes. Thankfully, Mickey left me alone and I cried until I fell asleep.
I dreamt of white walls. I dreamt of pain. Then it turned to a dream full of jumping. It was as if I were a kangaroo, jumping everywhere. I was able to jump anywhere in all of time and space as I pleased. It was as if I were free to even jump to see my Doctor again. It was then I knew that I would join Torchwood in Pete's world so that I could make this dream become a reality.