Louis P.O.V.
I fell so alone. It's weird. I have never been surrounded by more people and yet I feel like no one is there. If I tell them my problems they hear me… but they're not really listening. Even Harry seems distant. But I guess I can't really blame him. Management has been on his ass about us and he has been taking all of it. Noble I guess… But he has been meaner lately. So back to being alone. I mean, Niall and Liam are fighting with Modest!. As are Zayn and Josh. And that's why I turned to cutting. I needed to release some of this stress, sadness, anger, frustration, and disappointment. I needed to feel something. I needed…Control.
Hey I'm Back! Please hold your applause. O.K. So here's what happened. I am in an online school. I was gonna leave it. Well I had to turn in my computer. So I had to get all of my music and documents off of it. Well I didn't get all of either. So I lost all my both me stories and a lot of my music. And I am really torn up about that. But any way… I'M BAAAAAAAACK! And the cherry on top is I didn't leave the online school. So here is this I am writing this on the bus. City bus. So sorry if it isn't good.