Disclaimer- TVD doesn't belong to me nor do I gain anything from writing this, it is strictly for fun and entertainment purposes only. I'm just borrowing the characters for a little while ;)
Cause I'll give you all the nails you need
Cover me in gasoline
Wipe away those tears of blood again
And the punchline to the joke is asking
Someone save us
Heaven help us now
Come crashing down
We'll hear the sound
As you fall
My friends growing up had always said that I was too innocent. At the age of sixteen I hadn't done much with my life, never been on a date, never been kissed, never even held hands with someone other than my younger brother. But as time passed on, two of my girlfriends decided that maybe it was time for that to change. I had barely been in Virginia for more than a month, my parents just barely having passed away and i was living with the family that I barely knew, my slightly wild aunt Jenna and her boyfriend Ric. His younger sister Caroline and I had become friends quickly, it was easier to open up to girls without being embarrassed seeing as I saw nothing sexual about them. Men on the other hand where a whole different story. Bonnie, Caroline's best friend was almost as instant as Caroline was that I needed to just live and that my innocence being lost was the best way to go about that.
We were sitting on the couch in the living room, watching a movie and talking because it was far too cold to be running around outside.
"Come on Elena just go with it, have fun I promise it'll be fine." Caroline giggled softly as I ran my fingers back through her hair, averting my eyes from the rather raunchy looking sex scene that was playing out on the movie.
"I just don't see what the big deal it…I'm not that innocent!" I protested glancing over at bonnie as she snorted.
"Elena you've done nothing to…"she paused a moment as I went bright red, the moans from the movie becoming rather frequent as clothes were shed. "You just need to be spontaneous for once, live a little!" I bit down on my bottom lip before losing the battle with myself and reaching for the remote, flipping forward a few chapters so that I could no longer see naked bodies.
"Why are we even having this conversation anyways, even if I wanted to do something about it tonight, there isn't much that can be done…let's face it apart from my aunts boyfriend and his best friend there isn't anyone here." Caroline smirked as she glanced over at bonnie, both of them coming to the same conclusion at the same time.
"Damon would do it." Caroline said climbing to her feet before pulling Bonnie to her own, both of their hands held out to me with a smile. I swallowed looking at their hands before shaking my head.
"Who even said that he would be willing to go for this?" I muttered. Caroline rolled her eyes before she was taking off down the hallways towards the back of the house muttering about a man-whore as she went and something that looked like trouble written across her features. Bonnie sat there staring at me, the movie forgotten, her hands on her hips as we waited patiently for Caroline to show back up. When she finally did her lips split into a huge grin and she reached down to take my hand, dragging me to my feet, Bonnie taking my other hand in hers. She smiled softly a slight bounce in her step as we all started down the hall, Caroline leading the way, Bonnie bringing up the back so I couldn't make a run for it.
"I promise Elena you aren't going to regret this, I mean you said you were attracted to him yeah, so why not have your first kiss already." Bonnie bit softly on her bottom lip before she shrugged.
"A kiss is just a kiss I could honestly care less if I have my first one done and over with already or not." I argued as Caroline just smiled slightly to herself.
"You'll like Damon I promise." Caroline whispered as she pushed open one of the doors and stepped to the side, Bonnie shoving me into the room. The door to the room was swiftly pulled shut behind me but I was too busy looking at the man in front of me to notice. His black hair was slightly long, shaggy to the point that it was hanging in his eyes, a smile curving over his pierced bottom lip as he looked over my body. I shivered biting down softly on my bottom lip as I blushed looking down at his black shoes trying to concentrate on anything but the burning of my cheeks.
"Uh hi…"I muttered cheeks flaring up as he chuckled softly, his voice low and slightly husky.
"You look nervous kid." I bit down hard on my bottom lip glancing up at him and regretting it instantly as he grinned down at me, stepping closer, "don't be, I promise I won't bite, unless you want me too that is." I let out a rushed breath, a tingle racing up my spine that had me shivering; I was going to kill the two girls as soon as I got out of there. "Are you sure that you want to do this, you don't seem like you really want too." I bit down on my bottom lip hard tilting my head some before looking up at him completely, taking in everything that I didn't notice before. Bright blue eyes framed with thick black eyelashes, a silver barbell gracing his left eyebrow, dimples touching both corners of his smile. Blushing hard I nodded, sucking slowly at my bottom lip as I watched him let out a slow breath.
"Relax," he muttered and then his fingers were running over my bottom lip, pulling it from between my teeth, his thumb lingering on the skin, stroking over it softly. "Relax," he repeated softly and then he was leaning down and pressing his lips firmly into mine, his hand moving to cup my cheek, the cool metal of his lip rings foreign against my skin.
I thought it would end there, that he would pull back, but then I realized that my hand had somehow ended up stroking over the back of his neck and I was pressing my lips just as firmly back into his. I stepped closer to his body as he reached down to hook his arm around my waist, his tongue with the cold metal of a tongue ring passing over my bottom lip. I hesitated a moment, unsure what to do but almost as if he sensed that his hand glided back onto my jaw, tapping it slightly before he pushed his tongue past my lips, stroking it slowly along my own.
The moan that pushed its way past my lips took me completely by surprise and I found myself pulling away even as Damon let out a sound of protest.
"Elena" I gasped startled that he even knew my name before he was pulling me close again, his lips fitting into mine as I backed up, my fingers tangled in his hair, half pushing him away from me half tugging him closer. His tongue was pushing past my lips as my fingers slid down onto his hip tugging him closer to me as he pressed my body back into his bedroom wall. He took my lips roughly, barely pausing to give any thought to the fact that it was my second kiss ever but I didn't care, my mind was in bliss as I tried to keep up with him. Every stroke of his tongue along mine, every nip of his teeth along my lower lip I could feel down every inch of my body, hands trembling as the traced a map over his back, clutching to him as he played my body like he'd been doing it for years.
Shirts were peeled off as we moved, pulling away from the cold hard wall only to move against his bed, my legs straddling his hips as he sat down, his hand resting against the curve of my ass. A faint whimper pressed its way past my lips as he slid his tongue ring along my tongue, clicking the metal ball against my teeth. His hands tugged my hips closer before they were pressing firmly into his, the noises escaping my lips growing increasingly louder the closer that we got. I was sure that my cheeks were bright red. Teeth sinking into my bottom lip he rolled his hips slowly up against mine, showing me what to do before I was slowly grinding back down against him, hands reaching up to cup the back of his neck as I did.
I pulled back from his lips, breathing ragged as I leaned my forehead against his, eyes squeezed shut as I tried not to think of the way that he was looking at me. He pressed my hips a little down onto his as he leaned down to skim his lips first along my jaw then down along my neck, teeth lightly grazing along the skin.
My nails dug into the back of his neck as he dipped his head down to bite along my collarbone, a smirk crossing his lips, a groan escaping my own. Things were moving fast, this was supposed to be my first kiss, not my first time doing anything else, but I couldn't bring myself to care, and it seemed neither did Damon as he leaned me backward, lips moving from my collar to trace down my chest, tongue flicking against my nipple.
"Jesus," I muttered squeezing my eyes shut and willing my heart to stop pounding as hard as it was in my chest, red creeping over my cheeks as Damon's tongue dipped into my belly button. He chuckled softly and glanced up at me, cocking an eyebrow slightly as he rested his chin against my stomach.
"Names' Damon but that's close enough." He smirked and I blushed hard biting into my lip as he ducked his head back down to slide his tongue along the top of my jeans before he was reaching down to undo the button. "You need to tell me now Elena if you wanna stop cause this is the point of no return." His voice was deeper than it had been as he kept glancing up at me, fingers stroking along the skin that my button had bared when he undid it. Biting harder into my bottom lip I realized that it was slightly bleeding, so instead of speaking I sucked on my bottom lip and nodded, closing my eyes as he tugged my zipper down.
He grinned and I found myself wanting to slink away from it but then his lips were back against my stomach, his fingers tugging down my jeans. Hot breath puffed its way across my lower stomach as he wiggled slightly, body never leaving mine as my jeans hit the floor.
"You're tensing up on me Elena, relax." He muttered, grazing his teeth along my hip bone, sucking slightly in random spots as he watched me. I swallowed, teeth sinking into my bottom lip as I contemplated telling him that I was a virgin, but as he passed his hand almost gently over the front of my panties, my mind went blank, the thought flying out of my head almost as if it hadn't been there to being with.
He slid up my body, that grin back in place before his lips were being pressed almost roughly into mine, teeth tugging at the lip that I had been sucking on. His hands slid onto my lower back, arching my body up against his as he tongue pressed past my lips, thrusting against my own in a mockery of what we were going to be doing. I protested when he pulled away from my lips a few moments later taking ragged breaths as I struggled to gain my composure, but then my fingers where in his hair tugging his lips back down against mine, breathing be damned.
He chuckled softly against my lips, flicking his tongue along the bottom one as he tugged back, reaching up to press his fingers along my lips.
"Suck." He commanded softly, tracing his thumb along my bottom lip with a soft smirk. I drew my eyebrows together slightly confused before I pulled his fingers into my mouth, sucking slowly but hard at them. He groaned, his eyes never leaving my lips as he pushed his fingers a little deeper into my mouth. "My god." He muttered, eyes half lidded as I closed my own, sucking a little harder. He sucked in a sharp breath before his lips were pressed back against my stomach tongue tracing along the skin. I hissed softly around his fingers sucking in a slow breath as he moved a little lower on my stomach with a soft laugh. He pushed his fingers a little more insistently against my lips so I sucked harder at them before biting down slightly as he pressed his lips to the front of my panties, letting out a hot breath against them.
"What are you doing?" I squeaked as he sucked slowly at the front of my panties my eyes squeezing shut. I wanted nothing more than to slip my fingers into his hair and hold him there against me, it felt so damn good. He pulled back a little chuckling softly against my skin before licking my lips.
"I'm going to fuck you." He muttered and I swear my breathing stopped.
A/n- so thinking on it I decided that I was going to write an AU/AR story simply to practice writing. No I'm not giving up on addicted this will just be a way to relax
=) hopefully you guys like it. Don't forget to review. Until then
- Jayden