What if the only way to stop herself, was to kill herself. She needed to protect her loved ones from everything but mainly herself. He sacrificed everything and she still betrayed him. It had to end.
Rated T for character death.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
I loved him with my entire heart; I had undying love for him. We loved each other and we've been married two years. He even came to live in the ice-capped waters, so far from his family, to be with me.
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
He is strong, caring, loving, intelligent and yes, even childish, but that's what I love about him.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
The look in his eyes every time I leave the house, leave him, wretches my heart every time I see it but he wont stop me, he loves me to much for that. I have betrayed him in the worst way possible. In the arms of another man.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
I can't do it. I just cant. I know if I keep this up hell take his beloved sword and taint the obsidian stone crimson. I don't want that weighing on my soul, but I cant stop.
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
I lie every time; I have no friends here never have. But I lie as if that will somehow ease the guilt.
" Don't go." He whispered, pleading, in my ear, his breath caressing my neck only increases the guilt.
" I'm sorry." I walk out the door and close it.
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
"Forgive me." I whispered to the wind as I hear him screaming in agony that I caused. A single tear escaped my blue eyes, but I whipped it away and continued walking as the sorrowful wails subsided to sobs. My heart broke again as I didn't look back.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
He was close to breaking I knew, but I still continued to leave him, I left him for another but I always returned. I think that was the only thing that kept him going, my return.
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
I couldn't take it any more! It was destroying him and me. I took my dagger and stepped into the middle of town. Both of my lovers eyes widened as I pressed down on my wrist and pulled. Only one came forward, my husband Sokka, tears streaming down his face, mine too.
" I couldn't let you die because of me. I had to stop it somehow." Those were the final words I said before my spirit left the binds of its mortal body.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
I watched Sokka trudge home silently, mourning, from my place in the sky. He found the note I left on our bed. It Read:
~Sokka~
Keep living without me.
I know that when you read this you'll be angry for not saying goodbye in person but I just didn't want it to keep doing this to you.
Every time I walked out the door I saw you die a little more inside.
I didn't want to hurt you anymore; I didn't want to take away your life.
I don't want to be...
A murderer
I love you Sokka and I always will.
Please never forget me when you love somebody else.
~Yue ~
" Forgive me please." I pled down to him "remember me always..." my voice faded
But he replied in a whisper "I wont forget you and I do forgive you. Wait for me Yue"
"Always." But he heard no more.
A/N: Okay this is my first fanfic but Enjoy Flames or whatever welcome!