Saika Totsuka Part one
I been waiting behind the school for about 5 minutes and I'm already sweating. I think to myself, is it because I was is such a hurry to get here or is it because today I am finally going to confess. What will he say? What will he think? What if he fines me disgusting? I look down at my feet. May…maybe I shouldn't confess to him at all?
"Sai-chan." I look up and see Hayato Hayama.
"Ha…Hayama." I try to say his name but my voice was too low.
"Why did you call me out?"
"I…I." He lowered his head to meet mine. I cover my face with my hands. I'm so nervous that my arm pits are creating puddles of water. Don't come close to me I'm smelly.
"What's wrong Sai-chan?"
"I…I…I…I like you." I finally said it.
He puts one of his hands to his lips and chuckled. "I almost believed you. You shouldn't say things like that. People will think you're gay."
What he thinks I'm joking? No I have to make this clear. "I'm not joking. I like you."
His smile faded away. "Sorry but I'm already dating Yumiko. You're just confused." He turns around. "We should get to class before the morning bell rings." This sucks. I knew I shouldn't have told him my feelings. How will I be able to look him in the eyes again?
As soon as I sit down the bell rings. Sensei opens the door and walks in. "We have a transfer student coming in today. You can come in now."
A girl with pink wavy hair walks to the front of the class. The sunlight from the windows filtered through the classroom and made her hair sparkle. She turns to us and bows. "My name is Yuki Nakahara. It's a pleasure to have you as my classmates for the rest of the school year."
The boys in class roared with excitement. Nakahara was the ideal Japanese girl, short, big eyes, small lips, and big boobs. Yumiko Miura is not going to like this. Sensei pointed to the empty seat next to me in the back. "You can sit next to Saika Totsuka." I lifted my hand up so she would know it's me. As she walks to her seat the boys in my row checked her out. "Ok class, turn to page 217."
I move my desk next to her. "Do you want to use my text book with me?"
"Sai-chan, you're so sly," said Kakeru.
"Calm down Kakeru," said Yamato. "There's no way Nakahara a lesbian." Everyone laughed. I'm…I'm a boy.
Nakahara whispered to me, "Aren't you mad that they called you a girl."
"No, I'm used to it."
Nakahara just bobbed her head up and down. "Hmm."
When lunch time came Nakahara asked me to show her around the school. Walking through the halls with her was kind of uncomfortable. Everyone kept on staring at us. "Can I call you Sai-chan?"
"Yes, you can."
She put her hands together and smiled. "Then you can call me Yuki-chan." Yuki eyes started to shine. "Do you have a girlfriend?" I shake my head no. "Do you have someone you like?" Again I shake my head no. "Do you like me?" Why is she asking me this in front of everyone? Isn't she embarrassed?
"Yes, I like you. You seem like you'll make a good friend." I smiled awkwardly.
She holds both of my hands. "That's not what I meant silly."
"I'm sorry but…" Wait, maybe this will be good for me. Perhaps if I settled with a girl it would be socially acceptable. I lead over to her ear. "Maybe I can like you."
"Kyaaa!" She hugs me.
