Prequel to my Sirius and Hermione story "Keeping the faith"...I own nothing ...don' sue
Hermione's POV
I can't deal with this. My life is too busy right now anyway. The war is over and the clean up is just begging to be done. So many lives have been broken, including mine, but that's what I am best at. Figuring things out, fixing other peoples problems... I am the smart one after all. So why then does my heat break when i see Harry and Ginny, or Remus and Tonks. My god, out of anybody they deserve the chance at happiness. I am happy for them, really. I just wish I had something to hold onto, something real and unreal.. is it so wrong to want a bit of romance for myself?.. All I have is a room at Sirius Blacks house... I think he felt guilty or something that it was his relative that had killed my parents or that he had failed to kill her. He is stupid to feel that way, it was war. I don't want his pity... I don't know what I want... Actually, i change that statement, i do know what i want. I want to kill that asshole called my so called boyfriend... you see I saw him with Lavender... I saw and heard thank you very much... You know what, Fuck this Shit!! I am done being nice smart Hermione... I may end up alone, but I am not gonna let him walk all over me... I should wait till Sirius is out.. it is his house and all, don't need to ruin his day with my mess... wait, here comes Ron... "RON"
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Sirius POV
Heard Hermione crying again last night... Damn him. That little red headed bastard treats her like crap... ooh just give me the chance, I would hex into another dimension.. OK don't think about that, too close to home for me. But I have Hermione to thank for no longer having to deal with that hell... or the nightmares... don't think she realizes I know when she has come into my room to make sure I am OK. Just knowing someone cares enough to check keeps the nightmares from coming.. Can't let her know l know THAT though, she would be too embarrassed... she is so sensitive about keeping her business out of my way, like it would be a hassle to help her. It would be a Pleasure to help her... just to have a reason to be with her would be enough... stop that way of thinking boy... she is not interested... but if she ever shows the slightest sigh... wait Ron's here... I just wait in the hall...WHAT DID HE JUST SAY!!!! That's it , he is a dead man... nope can't kill him but i can keep him the hell away from her... I may lose my friend but I'll be damned... Go Hermine! that's telling him... Good she's walking out..now is my chance with him..quick jinx to the legs and a little chat should do...
Just fun getting into there heads again... working on the sequel to the "keeping the faith" Any requests for characters or specific pranks to be pulled or event to occur are most welcome... I love a good challenge grin