This was just something I was feeling, so here it is. I hope you like it.
I do not own Inuyasha.
I hate you so much it hurts, but I can only hate as much as I have loved. And I loved you immensely, despite your unwillingness to compromise, to be anything other than yourself.
Even though you were as cold as ice I knew you held some affection for me, you were just too afraid to admit it. Who would have thought that the ice prince had a heart, I certainly did not. But you did, and in your own way you showed me what you could be.
You showed me something that only I could be privy to, something that no one else was to know existed.
Nonexistent smiles, a softness unknown, but completely welcomed. How you sat at my feet with your head in my lap, and the way you let yourself just be. Hours spent running my fingers through your hair, I'll never forget those moments.
But I'll never forgive you. How I hate you; you were so strong, I was so envious of that unyielding strength. It was that strength that protected me, would always protect me. But never again will I feel you, your breath against my skin.
You left and never returned. You went to a place that I couldn't follow. You said forever, but now I know forever was a lie.
I only have the precious gift you left and my memories. And as my gift grows stronger I know he will be like you, I will tell him about the one he is so like. Through him you will live again, but in the end you are nothing but a ghost that will haunt me for the rest of my life and I will hate you for it.