Disclaimer: I own nothing. JTHM is owned by Jhonen Vasquez and SLG, and the song 'Bullet With Butterfly Wings' is owned by Smashing Pumpkins.

The first chapter is just the song I named this for, and the intro stuff, just so you know where I got the idea. IT IS NOT MY SONG! I will put chapter two up very soon.

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Intro: This story is the weirdest I will ever write in my life. It is about many things. Nny has a new friend, and then something terrible happens to her, so Nny goes to a bar to find someone to kill, sees someone there drunk that he knows, he ends up getting drunk too, and then unusual stuff happens. My friend Lisa sang the song that this is named for at like three in the morning once last week (she was spending the night) and I couldn't get it out of my head, so I named this story after it. A few notices are that once again, I do NOT own the song. The girl who Nny is friends with in the beginning is a girl from one of my books. She is my character. No one else's. If you can't handle slightly sexual content (though it won't actually show it, it's just implied) or drinking, or getting drunk, or any of these other things, in stories I mean, then don't read this. I think this is going to be my best story yet, and my favorite. It is going to be a masterpiece as far as I'm concerned.

This is rated R for a reason. It's got sexual content, language, alcohol use, possible violence, unpleasant images and unpleasant death. If you are not mature enough to handle, don't read. This WILL have angst, to warn you.

Please know that I am quite against drinking, but I see no problem in using it in stories. It has some relevance to the storyline.

So, if you can't handle slightly mature content, don't read it. Thank you and have a lovely day. Now here's 'Bullet With Butterfly Wings' by Smashing Pumpkin's, as an opening theme song. It's a great song. I will get going on the actual story very soon. I've been planning this story for months.

the world is a vampire, sent to drain

secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames

and what do i get, for my pain

betrayed desires, and a piece of the game

even though i know-i suppose i'll show

all my cool and cold-like old job

despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage

then someone will say what is lost can never be saved

despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage

now i'm naked, nothing but an animal

but can you fake it, for just one more show

and what do you want, i want to change

and what have you got

when you feel the same

even though i know-i suppose i'll show

all my cool and cold-like old job

despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage

then someone will say what is lost can never be saved

despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage

tell me i'm the only one

tell me there's no other one

jesus was an only son

tell me i'm the chosen one

jesus was an only son for you

despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage

and i still believe that i cannot be saved