- irresponsibleGunman [IG] began trolling insaneGod [IG] at 00:37 -
[12:37] IG: you motherfucker.
[12:37] IG: you constantly fucked up during your time at Shenanigans
[12:38] IG: Always breaking the law of conservation and always god-modding
[12:38] IG: you died several times in one session
[12:38] IG: every hates you and avoids you
[12:39] IG: you are the shittiest RP Partner I have ever had the guts to call human
[12:39] IG: but
[12:39] IG: there were some times
[12:39] IG: times of remorse
[12:39] IG: where you would think about what you said
[12:39] IG: and cringe
[12:39] IG: and hate yourself
[12:40] IG: you seperated yourself from the rest of the chatroom
[12:40] IG: but also trying to find then
[12:40] IG: them*
[12:40] IG: When you thought of them
[12:40] IG: it made you feel a part of them
[12:40] IG: rather than the outcast
[12:40] IG: It made you feel better about it
[12:41] IG: Better about failing
[12:41] IG: when you finally did stop hating yourself
[12:41] IG: it became cutting communications
[12:41] IG: you removed yourself from their groups
[12:41] IG: from their Tumblr feed
[12:41] IG: You tried apoligising
[12:41] IG: they never responded
[12:42] IG: To them you were no one except for that person who just kept fucking up
[12:42] IG: you his name
[12:42] IG: you KNOW it
[12:42] IG: We both know it
[12:42] IG: Why?
[12:42] IG: How?
[12:43] IG: This account never met anyone named SplitArristocrat
[12:43] IG: so how do I know
[12:43] IG: ?
[12:43] IG: We are the same person, IG.
[12:43] IG: I have been stating facts to try and make myself feel better about this whole thing
[12:43] IG: but it never helps
[12:44] IG: you always remember one way or another
[12:44] IG: Whether it be IGloo
[12:44] IG: or SAndwhich
[12:44] IG: you saw the initials
[12:44] IG: you saw the characters
[12:44] IG: and now here we are
[12:45] IG: in a pt of self-loathing as I type to myself because hearing it from myself is too depressing
[12:45] IG: hopefully if someone logs into this account they see this and know what I went through
[12:45] IG: I...
[12:45] IG: I cant RP anymore...
[12:46] IG: The events of Shenanigans have shattered me
[12:46] IG: aswell as my roleplaying ability
[12:46] IG: Pfft!
[12:46] IG: What ability
[12:46] IG: Chances are I will never show this to anyone
[12:46] IG: So I may aswell save it
[12:47] IG: If this does get posted somewhere
[12:47] IG: I hope that you can acknowledge my pain
[12:47] IG: Aswelll as the RPers I fucked with during my mindless non-sense.
[12:47] IG: To the member of #Shenanigans
[12:48] IG: I am sorry
[12:48] IG: I truly am
[12:48] IG: I never said it to you because I didn't want you to judge me
[12:48] IG: but if you have read this
[12:48] IG: you will know I regret everything
[12:48] IG: Haha.
[12:48] IG: This sounds like a goddamn suicide letter
[12:49] IG: Thank you for reading
[12:49] IG: Merry Christmas.
[12:49] IG: :)
- irresponsibleGunman [IG] gave up trolling insaneGod [IG] at [12:50]