A DARK NIGHT
"FEARING THE FEAR ITSELF IS A MANS GREATEST ENEMY"
Said by someone awesome, I don't remember the name though. A nice saying but when that ultimate moment comes when you finally have to face your fear all this crap about what a great person once said goes straight out of your mind. I admit I am a very paranoid person thinking while roaming around at every corner someone might jump me. Even being paranoid, careful and a total control freak, I can't stop myself in this moment to fetch a plan even something stupid to just I don't know go ahead ,have something to look up at.
I am afraid, there I finally admit it .I know I need to start moving, I can't be in between this ( I can totally see how ROSE felt being the sole survivor in the last few( okay a lot) passengers aboard TITANIC .It is so easy to criticize someone while they are fighting a real life emergency and you are seeing their life through your TV screen while munching popcorns.
Okay everything is silent now, maybe I should move a little .this ropes are way too tight .Ugh I am going to kill EDWARD after I get out of here. It's because of him I landed here and now I hope for everyone's sake I get out of here in one piece.
2 months before …..
September 11, 2014
Dear Diary,
Having a crappy day so no acknowledgement. my professor is horrible .oh if only I can defend my case by proving How by murdering her I am doing this world a great you think jury will side with me ? Damn it I have totally lost If I am asking you…..gtg devil is giving me the eye. :D
Yours
Bella
"Bella", "Hey Alice so what's up "….My best friend Alice is talking nonstop about this new love interest she has got going whom I have yet to meet "you even listening"…."umm yeah sure So when am I going to meet that delicious guy of yours Alice" "that's I was talking about I am going on a date tonight hopefully you will come and meet him and then of course you will go away"
"That's a good plan Alice though not happening " "but why Bella" oh god please don't pout…. I am caving and caving ugh "ok 7 is good right meet you where?" "I will tell you as soon as I can now Byeee"
How in the world was I to know my biggest mistake is going to be committed in a couple of hours and unfortunately It won't be my last.