Life and Death

I am torn between two loves, one of life and one of death. I cannot choose between them but my heart is leaning towards the one of life for the one of death I loved long ago and still do but she is different in many ways. One is that tries to kill me now and then for some thing I did not do long. The one of life is the one of deaths reincarnation of many years ahead. She looks a lot like the one of death and even has her spiritual powers, but she is better in some odd way that I cannot explain. My heart is torn between them, but leans towards the one of life, but is being pulled towards the one of death. One day I will choose between them, but until that day comes I will enjoy the presents of both life and death.